Acidfairy wrote:
Mdma either drink it as the guy said.
we had this mad drink given to us in Berlin that was MDMA crystal, wine and fruit juice was amazin or wrap it in a skin an swallow it.
Snorting it hurts like hell it stings the inside or your nose like fuk.
With regard to K. when the guy says you can’t OD on it that isn’t 100% true.
if u do take to much and you end up in a K-Hole it really isn’t a nice experience it is after all an anesthetic.
The 1st time i was given it i wasn’t told what it was an jsut snorted the line i spent the next however many hours lying not being able to move myself or see properly. i could hear people around me but couldn’t move or see them. its quite a scary experience so moderation is defo the key with it.
That’s unless you enjoy the K’hole ‘trip’ hey S?
Just lie down and wait for the ‘carrier wave’ (the sound of a motorbike) and go with it, don’t fight it, just go with it, whoooo K heaven.
WHOOPs sorry I got a tad carried away then. But this experience seriously EXCITES me and you’ll know why.
Tee hee.
12:15am- I inject the solution. I keep a journal open on the computer to write about my experience.
12:20am- I feel “fuzzy”, “staticy”, and a little floaty. I also still feel withdrawal but I feel my conscious perception slowly shifting away. I put on Pink Floyd- Animals (my favorite K-hole CD) and lay back.
I remember a minute later the bed starts swaying up and down, back and forth, as if I was on a raft floating in a mildly rough ocean. I enjoy the ride, then start to slip out of my body, down a black hole that formed on my bed. Random concepts, mostly about my life are floating through my head. My perception of my consciousness is extremely altered but very “real” feeling. I think in an almost emotionless way, but I remember being amused and amazed by the new realities I was experiencing. What I see I cannot describe, as I don’t remember most of the trip, but they weren’t very solid or bright visual forms, they were fuzzy and faint mostly.
Then comes the true magic. I appear surrounded by a gray mass, which is my brain I somehow know. Blue electricity flows through it. I see part of it suffering, and I know its all my fault. But I don’t feel guilty… I know this can be solved. The skeptical part of my brain was gone, and I knew I could change my brain, I just needed to tell it what to do. And I did. I don’t know exactly what I “told” my brain to do, as I wasn’t using words, but I communicated with it with complete 100% confidence, and I believe this was the key.
I woke up at 6am. I couldn’t immediately remember what had happened in the K-hole the night before; it took a few minutes. My computer was still on and the last thing I wrote was before going down the K-hole. I did immediately notice something was wrong, but so right… I wasn’t experiencing any withdrawal. I then remembered parts of the K-hole, like what I did to my brain.
After accepting I just communicated successfully to my brain causing it to physically change to adapt back to normal, tears rolled down my face. It was a miracle. I almost expected to go back into withdrawal the next day, but I didn’t.
Here I am on day 8 clean, and I feel normal. Ketamine saved me great suffering. But then I start to wonder, how much was this miracle the drug? I don’t really know. But I know it helped me get to the place I needed to be. A place to open a communication within my brain, with no skepticism or doubt.
I still get tears in my eyes when I think about what happened, and what this really means is possible. I would have read something like this last week and not completely believed it. I would think “logically” like “the ketamine must have binded partly to the mu-opiate receptors or maybe they are highly exaggerating the story.”
I would not want to risk saying that ketamine is a cure for opiate-dependency. It takes something within the self for such great change. But believe me, it is possible.
BTW if you do take enough to K hole, make sure you have a sober ‘baby sitter’, because the biggest danger is vomiting whilst lying down.
Can it happen to me? Who knows, but one things for sure, I certainly respect this drug to the max and only use it OCCASIONALLY.
Enjoy. CaptainKet.
