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  • I smoke JWH-018 most days now; I don’t care much for the high, it makes me very nostalgic and I feel like I am traveling through time, combined with a sense of confusion. I only like it because it makes me hungry and I like to eat in order to gain mass.

    Now that said, I had one of the worst trips last night. It’s 9AM right now and I haven’t slept yet; I am still reeling from the terror and panic.

    Basically, I took about 4 hits in the course of the night, and with each hit, the trip got heavier, more emotional, dragging me into the abyss of the past, where I could see my life from a completely different perspective, and see how my life could have been much better if I had been different and not so crazy, among other things.

    It all revolved around seizing the day, and how I kind of feel alone right now because I am single. I saw all the missed opportunities I had in the past, where very cute girls chased me, but I pushed them away for whatever superficial reason. The main reason is that my self-esteem was too low and I shielded myself from anything that involved relationships or emotions. It made my whole life seem like a failure. It made me wish I could go back in time and make different choices. I would have had many fulfilling relationships.

    I have been living a lie and avoiding the issue so I can stay in my comfort zone. This stuff made me look at my life from the outside, made me realize how the years go by, and how there’s no going back.

    Does this sound typical of a bad trip? It’s very depressing, with a borderline nervous breakdown.

    you dont trip on JWH-018 mate its not really psychedelic…

    seriously do not smoke this research chemical daily you have no idea what you could be doing to yourself. There is virtually no research into this drug, especially long term.

    sounds like you just got a bit caught up in your own head, can happen with weed to. Knock the stuff on the head mate it sounds like its doing you no good what so ever.

    doesnt sound like a bad trip to me mate, just not that enjoyable if you know what i mean. use the information to your advantage and react positivley to it. never to late to change. :love:

    sounds no different from the ego destruction many people what take drugs experience at one time or another. This is only a bad trip if you allow it to be one.

    @General Lighting 405502 wrote:

    sounds no different from the ego destruction many people what take drugs experience at one time or another. This is only a bad trip if you allow it to be one.

    what is ego death? I never really understand the term

    there are many differing views about it and its not fully understood but a lot of people do eventually find taking certain kinds of drugs reduces their individual ego and makes them think more about a bigger picture – particularly the effect of their actions on others which can of course be good or bad…

    I wouldn’t class even a depressing experience that makes you reassess your life as such a bad thing as it can make you stronger, though its pointless regretting the past without taking positive action….


    @General Lighting 405504 wrote:

    there are many differing views about it and its not fully understood but a lot of people do eventually find taking certain kinds of drugs reduces their individual ego and makes them think more about a bigger picture – particularly the effect of their actions on others which can of course be good or bad…

    I wouldn’t class even a depressing experience that makes you reassess your life as such a bad thing as it can make you stronger, though its pointless regretting the past without taking positive action….


    ah right, cheers

    Firstly i wouldnt smoke a RC i would smoke bud if i was you. But yh this is a pretty standard thing really. Ive had simluar moments where i have thought about if i had done things different in my life. As people have said these arent always negative experiances. Have you ever had panic attacks or anything before when smoking? If had two (nothing too major) when smoking and there pretty nasty :/

    Never had a panic attack. This was similar I would say; I felt like I was going to die alone, and the thought was horrifying. All I kept wishing for was to go back in time 10 years and do everything over again.

    I have no access to real weed. I’ve smoked real weed in the past and it did absolutely nothing as far as getting me high, which is nice since I’m only looking for the hunger effect.

    I’ve been thinking about trying JWH-073, JWH-200, and JWH-250, but I guess after this I might not.

    how old are you in reality? at a I guess I doubt you are above 25 and probably below 40…

    People are generally healthier and live a lot longer these days.

    I’m on another forum with lots of old hippies and people who are old enough to be my parents are finding new love, new opportunities and chances to live their lives as they want to.

    you’ve still got decades of life ahead of you to make a new start…

    I wish I was 25 – I am early 30s now. Early 30s is not too late to enjoy life, is it?

    hell no :laugh_at:

    During the “trip” it truly felt like the end of my life; it felt as if I had not taken advantage of my 20s (which is true) and now I am condemned to live in regret. It was one of the worst feelings I ever experienced. I thought about all the dreams I had that will remain unfulfilled, like playing sports at the pro level, which was a lifelong dream. I suddenly came to the harsh realization that I had failed to make my dream come true. It was all a very very bad feeling.

    even if you had made it come true these sorts of things rarely last. my country is full of washed up middle aged former professional football (soccer) players who end up getting in trouble with cops for stupid things, pissing their money up the wall, beating up their trophy wives and eventually drinking themsleves to death or overdosing.

    even a unemployed dosser (bum) is often a better person than these jock types. you still have the potential to do much more in your life.

    Thanks. I slept all day, just woke up. I feel better. I’m gonna go to a club and try to have fun, just to feel alive a little bit.

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