just a message to all people out there thinking of trying ketamine, dont do it, seems easier said than done and i no that 2 well, i love ket and the feeling of doing it but its fucked my life up in so many ways some of the things it has done to me if i knew then i would of never touched it. first tried k when i was 13 just doing it with my freinds at partys on the weekends etc where a gram would last all night and be shared around. over the years all my freinds got into the drug and the use got more and more where we wouldnt just pick up a g a night we would go through 1/4litres and then sometimes bosh 1/2 litres on the weekends, it was just the in thing none of my mates really got into weed thats just how it was. that was when i was about 16/17 im now nearly 21 and my habit is so bad i do 2/3 grams a day, sit in on my own and do it and just cant seem to go without, its fucking shit that it got like this sometimes i just dont even no where my teenage years went. its fucked up my education dropped out of sixth form dropped out of college and been in the same dead end pub job ever since, also lost alot of my family, k also causes serious chest pains if u take it too much when its really bad it hurts to hold food down and it feels like u constantly need to vomit with bad sweats hot and cold .
the worst thing about all of this is that my bladder is completly fucked, the years of abusing it have left my bladder literally 3 quarters of the size it should be, the k has torn all the lining out of it and left me in constant pain, needing to go to the toilet every 5 mins, ive been in and out of hospital for over a year and been told there is nothing they can do as have tried stretching it but the muscle is too weak, i have to go to hospital every week to get a temporary lining injected to control the pain but it dosnt reli work! this is something that will have to live with for the rest of my life and will one day need a piss bag, need to take steriods cos my muscles are too weak now and pain killers dont work. i just want people to be aware of how badly it fucks up your bladder a lot of my freinds now have these problems and its just the shittest thing ever i just dont want ne 1 else to feel the pain ive felt. so thats pretty much what happens if u do k for 7 years !!!!i am a 20 year old gal who should be lookin forward to life gettin a new job going to college or uni going travveling but i cant do all that any more cos i have to go for a wee every 5 mins 🙁 dont wana keep rambleing on but please every1 just take care and dont get heavily into it, it slowly destroys your insides take care much love xxxxxx
