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I thought i would make another post about this as the other one was in the energy healing thread and thought that some may just not read it cause of the whole oh thats another load of hippy shit effect.. so going to give it its own thread and maybe some more people will read it as feel it is important to get discussion on this. :love:
Right so now that i am not tripping and can actually explain my self with out going OH MY GOD every two minutes i can try and tell you in bit more detail what happened to me on saturday!
are you sitting comfortably? hhahah,
right well i went to this psy party at the weekend… and it was shit, but id taken some cid so anyway i ended up back at mine tripping on my own cause the party was rubbish, so at a bit of a loose end thought i would try to do some meditation properly! think id been doing it wrong this whole time as id been setting myself time limits, so instead of setting an alarm i just left phone on silent, etc and went upstairs, now i think i was already in a hightened sense perception state because of the cid, but anyway what happened after that is amazing! basically started to do it then, then got all these negative things coming to me like murder and disease and hurt and sufferening and stuff, all these things i thought were just distractions and stuff coming from my brain cause id watched to much TV or films and was me trying to free my mind from all the media that i had absorbed over the years… but anyway so got that and started to do this really heavy breathing and remembering what a friend had told me how she meditates and how they told me about sending love to the different people around the world had and how to meditate. so started sending love to the japanese people as i actually saw the earthquake and felt it in the meditation, it felt like it actually rocked me back and forth! and my breathing would get much heavier! anyway so i then would get this blue like aqua marine ball that if i focused my love or healing on would sort of get bigger. as well as yellow ball as well at different time.. i then got the sense that we has humans are actually part of something much bigger. we are all interconnected and all have a either positive, negative or neutral effect (on what i now now is called prana?! after ive done some more reading, but didnt know it then…) i saw how we have a negative effect and how we can not do anything or how we can have a positive effect on this force..
all this time was this sound like when you put a phone near to a speaker like electricity or something and the more love i sent the more powerfull or louder this noise would become!
then i think i started to either get tired from the meditation or as i wasnt sure what was really going on as ive never experienced something like this before so sort of let myself drift back to reality! so after a bit came round and thought what the hell was that all about!
so anyway went to a freinds last night and told them and then one of them gave me this book by barbera ann brennan, hands of light! (have a look if you havent already read it, is amazing book) such mad syncronicity though! been readin some of that and its all true isnt it?! is quite good as was starting to think i may have lost it! but no thats actually how it is and its in a book to prove it!
anyway now ive got that out of the way i hope that everybody on partyvibe and there friends and familys are alright what with all the earthquakes, tsunamis, nuclear explosions and disasters and stuff going on in the world, not sure if its reached you or your loved ones part of the world yet as not watching the news really, but i am sending you all love in this time.
we are all connected on a much deeper level than i ever realsied.
God i know i sound like a total hippy! but that is just the negative stereotypes that have been put on people like us, you, me etc to stop and discredit this information, as science, religion want to keep all the power for themselves! and dont want the human race to realise that we have the power within us not them.
so that was my saturday night! quite glad that the party was rubbish really! i think i made a mistake by taking more cid after the meditation as i thought it was that that had connected me and made me realise all these things, but obviosly now i realise it wasnt that at all, that got me in the receptive mood, but the meditation is what did it. i just wanted to share with you something amazing that i had experienced. i know some of you may understand, but some may not, but that doesnt matter. So maybe i will be taking lot less drugs and be living much more of the pure life now i realsie these things.
Also after being at my friends last night i swear after reading some of that book i could actually see peoples auras, or energys!
to be honest i think when i said i was a spiritual person before it was only really when i was tripping or the after glow of cid, and when that wore off i went back to my skeptical world view of is it all hippy bollocks do aura’s exist are we all really connected?.. really? as it all seems a bit far out there when not tripping. Id also been anti conspiracy theories etc as thought they spread fear, but turns out that some of that is proberbly true as well! as i actually saw that in my medtitation as well.
sorry to go on but is absolutely crazy! so now to buy books and continue my practice..
For those that are skeptical about this try and explain to me, how when i had never really understood or had any personal experience about any of these things did i feel them in this meditation and then turns out that what i expereinced is all written down in a book! you could explain it as it is just a chemical reaction in the brain making these things appear to happen, but well that is just not true. you could also say i was under this influence of drugs that all it was was just drugged up nonsense, but then how come it is in a book unrealted to drugs and that many people have expereinced the same thing in meditation and life while not under the influence..
For some people is it not so hard to concieve that our world view could possibly be totally wrong? and that science can not explain everything and infact when trying to explain the physical it is distracting us away from the truth that we exist on a far more spiritual plane than just the physical.. i understand that that it is hard to change your perception as some are so wrapped up in this world, but through meditation i was able to see reality from a different perspective. if you dont beleive me then do research and hopefully through that research you will also come to the conclusion that we may not know everything and maybe try to meditate yourself. Im not saying i know anything at all, but i feel like i am much clearer on a few things than i was before.
much love to all the people of partyvibe anyway
expect to be reading a lot more of these type of posts in the future!
thanks for reading if you actually managed to get to the bottom with out getting bored!
I’m regarded as a bit of a hippy to some people, i agree human existence is all one. we are one big ball of energy, a collective entity, i’m a bit of a spirit molecule man myself. I do believe that the human psyche is part of something bigger.
good read fella, i’ll have a look see if my local library can get me a copy
@process 424806 wrote:
we are all connected on a much deeper level than i ever realsied.
together as one raaa
I am also in a spiraling descent into hippydom. Attempting healing through the energy field might be a step too far for me at this point but I totally believe we are all part of the same thing and meditation is a way of getting in touch with that which we are.
Taking hallucinogens is one way of touching on the collective consciousness but in the word of one meditation expert its ‘storming the gates of heaven with violence’.
Sounds like you had a +4.. I’m envious. Go hug a tree hippy ;P
don’t start mate! i’ve got qualifications in woodland conservation!
you cant meditate on drugs
at least not in the busist tradition
I have never tried meditation personally but the point you make about questioning science is something which I spend a lot of time thinking about (particularly on acid). Science seems to have become the new religion, and any questioning of it can lead you to be branded a weirdo. I’m at uni and live with someone doing chemistry and it surprises me how narrow his view is. I think the plausibility of science is something that should be taught if you are taking it at a degree level, but then again I suppose that loosens the grip which science wants to hold over us.
I can’t really buy into the whole energy and aura thing but it is something which should be contemplated by all. I suppose it is subjective and if you truly believe in those kind of things then they will appear, and if that makes you feel good, then go for it!!!!
Happy meditation dude!
@Iacchus 424819 wrote:
together as one raaa
I am also in a spiraling descent into hippydom. Attempting healing through the energy field might be a step too far for me at this point but I totally believe we are all part of the same thing and meditation is a way of getting in touch with that which we are.
Taking hallucinogens is one way of touching on the collective consciousness but in the word of one meditation expert its ‘storming the gates of heaven with violence’.Sounds like you had a +4.. I’m envious. Go hug a tree hippy ;P
this was only through two drops of this 100mic cid as well! think it must be because id had a break for a month that made it so strong and also the fact that i hieghtened the experience though meditation maybe.
I wont be trying to meditate under the influence again, well for maybe a while anyway as afterwards i stilll felt like i was plugged into the grid and i could almost hear the pain of people having arguments etc outside my house! dont worry checked they werent there and i could still hear that sound of my phone being near the speaker of energy moving last night! so was very hard to switch off, it has stopped now though, but i will be trying meditation again at least twice today.
And it is very true like you say that lsd, changa, mushrooms etc are all just paths or keys for us to realise what is the true nature of reality. once we have realised that then we then have no further need for these drugs as the path way is now open. And further consuming of chemicals even pure ones such as lsd changa are still going to have an effect on our bodys, and aura’s etc.
:insert total hippy insult here:
hahah is all true though. we are all together as one :wink::love:
@extraslim 424821 wrote:
you cant meditate on drugs
at least not in the busist tradition
lots of people meditate on drugs, many claim its easier to start off with and you can achieve the same effect if you wean yourself of drugs as you gain experience.. robert anton wilson wrote a lot about altered states of consciousness that could be achieved with just a bit of weed and hard meditation
obviously most religious disciplines will disprove of this
@PaddyMashdown 424822 wrote:
I have never tried meditation personally but the point you make about questioning science is something which I spend a lot of time thinking about (particularly on acid). Science seems to have become the new religion, and any questioning of it can lead you to be branded a weirdo. I’m at uni and live with someone doing chemistry and it surprises me how narrow his view is. I think the plausibility of science is something that should be taught if you are taking it at a degree level, but then again I suppose that loosens the grip which science wants to hold over us.
I can’t really buy into the whole energy and aura thing but it is something which should be contemplated by all. I suppose it is subjective and if you truly believe in those kind of things then they will appear, and if that makes you feel good, then go for it!!!!
Happy meditation dude!
I dont think we should question science ‘full stop’ as obviously it is a bastion of success, but people should at least question the fundamentalist materialism that has come of out science, the concept of that what we cannot immediately measure through objective means does not exist by default.. it does lead to closed minded approaches to reality.
@ extra slim. you can mediatate on drugs. i have first hand experience. that is what that thread is about. admitatdly the drugs may have made it easier and then much more difficult to reconect with reality after and was definatly a quite a dangerous thing to do as i felt very exposed and open after the meditation. but i am okay now after some sleep and will now be trying meditation as it without the drugs. Many people report these things with out drugs. Also i have never read this book before or even really beleived in aura’s or much of the hippy stuff before, but to actually see and experience it like that out of the blue was extrordinary and totally 100% proof to me that that is how the worls is and i will be doing everything i can to continue this now in my life.
@ paddy.
our world used to be a much more spitrtual place, but when christianity swept across the globe then that tried to destroy all the good that the ancient civilisations had done. Also science which is now also a kind of blind religion, is also trying to sweep the globe. many of science and religion and the powerfull people, do not want people to realise the true nature of our world, beacuse as soon as the majority of the world relaise this, then religions will crumble, governments will collapse and the power that they hold over us will fall. we are all capable of so much more than i ever dreamed possible.
@process 424823 wrote:
this was only through two drops of this 100mic cid as well! think it must be because id had a break for a month that made it so strong and also the fact that i hieghtened the experience though meditation maybe.
I wont be trying to meditate under the influence again, well for maybe a while anyway as afterwards i stilll felt like i was plugged into the grid and i could almost hear the pain of people having arguments etc outside my house! dont worry checked they werent there and i could still hear that sound of my phone being near the speaker of energy moving last night! so was very hard to switch off, it has stopped now though, but i will be trying meditation again at least twice today.
And it is very true like you say that lsd, changa, mushrooms etc are all just paths or keys for us to realise what is the true nature of reality. once we have realised that then we then have no further need for these drugs as the path way is now open. And further consuming of chemicals even pure ones such as lsd changa are still going to have an effect on our bodys, and aura’s etc.
:insert total hippy insult here:
hahah is all true though. we are all together as one :wink::love:
Man it’s been too long since I’ve hung around with cid.. missus is too busy revising. You’ve got me all yearning now.
I’m raising my game with my meditation anyway, recently got a book on it
“Focused and Fearless: A Meditator’s Guide to States of Deep Joy, Calm, and Clarity”
Explains in easy terms to westerners how to achieve the states of jhana. Only just started it really but bring it on raaa
Yeah I know its cliche but it was psychedelics that made me realise that separateness was an illusion.. it ties in with my scientific view of the world also, about how consciousness is just about information structures and that sort of thing does not have physical boundaries, it changed the way I behaved towards other people, made me want to be vegetarian. Even started recycling more and turning shit off when I’m not using it. Concentrated hippy juice is ‘cid for sure :love:
@Iacchus 424819 wrote:
Taking hallucinogens is one way of touching on the collective consciousness but in the word of one meditation expert its ‘storming the gates of heaven with violence’.
That’s a brilliant analagy! I was trying to explain exactly this in the post I made in the other thread but couldn’t find the words so just gave it’s effects on your metitaion experiance (“disrupts the clarity of the metitation”). :weee:
can i ask you’s, what is meditation, apart from the practice, what is meditation?
Im not trying to be tricky.
@manaman 434042 wrote:
can i ask you’s, what is meditation, apart from the practice, what is meditation?
Im not trying to be tricky.
why not try it and find out for yourself? im now doing it twice a day for probably about an hour and half in total. too tired to write a long reply now but found this on first result on google, explains the process of meditation and its effects on changing conciousness and concentration and stuff… but best way is to experience first hand. is something everyone should do i think :love:
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