So i’m used to weed, smoke a spliif, you get high.
take a pill, 5 minutes later, nothing happened, another pill. nothing happened.. 0.25g in me.
RAH, nothings going on, 15 mins since first drop, fuck the placebo affect maaaahhn i’m fine.
0.25g bomb in rizla.
45 mins later, sat outside of my bedroom window, 4 floors up, on the ledge smoking a spliff. my legs are swinging a little, phone rings,
and my legs start flickering SO quickly to the beat that its almost unbalancing me and im gunna die obviously didnt think of this at the time i was BUZZIN off my titties, i think raah i best go inside,
i’m feeling kind of cold i remember, i think i might’ve been ill but i wasn’t aware MD can kill overdosing so i took another pill at about 1 hour 30 min from first drop.. zoomin around in this one room i’m sat down, then i felt kinda ill. i Lay down..
Jaws going nuts.. eyes darting but not flickering yet..
Jaws moving side to side , side to side, i’m thinking WOW this is nuts, 2 hour 30 mins in or something another pill another spliff..
like 0.825g of whatever purity in me.
I start to shiver and feel overly ill, 3 hours and 15 minutes in i’m really shiverring in my bed, for some reason i decided to be in the spare room rather than my room.
For the first time i leave the room, i go into my room get about 8 t shirts, put them all on, 2 hoodys or something, 3 pairs of tracksuit bottoms, pair of my dads jeans, 5 pairs of socks, a strange straw hat, at this point i’m looking like joey from friends
http://www.littlefishtravel.com/World-Travel/Images/allpacked.jpg BUT with a straw hat, grinding jaw, and i already have big eyes, but BIG FAT EYES WITH PUPILS TO MATCH. trust me, its crazy..
i go back into my room go to bed. something like 5 hours from the first drop, sweating like nuts, ITS TOO MUCH. Rather than take the clothes off, i walk to the bathroom, fill up a bucket and poor water all over my head, down the front and back of my clothes and into my trousers, what sort of an idiot?
about 6 hours in.. my mother comes to check on me..
SEEMINGLY, she would notice.. but she never clocks me high or anything. even when my room stinks of piff..
she comes in, i’m half asleep i look up at her and think my only excuse
“i’m not feeling very well”
thinking how comical that is now, and the fact she had no clue WOW.
she shouts at me, stands me up and says get out of the clothes, cause i said i’d put them on cause i felt too hot, i’m buzzing my titties off just about managing to stand up in the room. with the a small mirror directly infront of me thinking omg i can get through this looking deep into my enormous pupils for what felt like hours as my mum stripped me down like a baby.
I’m naked now, and my mum says ok get into bed and leaves the room,
i’m still staring into the mirror as she leaves the room, the dloor close smy concentration breaks and i fall back onto the bed, literally from standing i pass out, and slam onto the bed..
i regain conciousness after like 1 hour and a half even though the whole time i was like dreaming happy thoughts, i gather some strength to go roll another spliff, i drink a shit load of water as i remember seeing in movies like pill heads take a load of water.
piss and the fact my penis is almost back in side me its so friggin tiny didn’t bother me at the time..
i get back into bed smoke the spliff with not a care in the world i’m ashing everywere and stuff..
i’m not asleep but not awake for about 4 hours, laying in my bed in the foetus position feeling like i imagine heroine to feel..
so happy, all snuggled up, brushing my feet together and my legs, tickling myself with my arms, grinning, grinding my teeth, eyes shut and humming. its AMAZING,
at about 3am after the 4 hours i sit up abruptly and stare into space for about 10 minutes.. my phone rings and i put the phone to me, its white the screen and as i look at the screen my eyes vibrae side to side sort of thing, ITS CRAZY.
an amazing feeling which i’ve only ever had twice.. its like fuzzing my brain up whilst also tickling my eye sockets i loved it..
i got up, rolled another spliff, then about 430am i was feeling quite buzzed but not ill buzzed, and from then on i kept taking pills of 0.125g or 0.25g bombs until i’d had about 1.3-1.5 grams.
I realise this may only be funny to me, and i realise how dangerous it was too i guess! But i will never binge MDMA like that again, i don’t even know if thats a lot.. but it was my first time and i was truely nutted off of my skull..
after about 24 hours, i hadn’t had some md in about 4 or 5 hours, i was feeling extra extra energized and buzzed, but no way could i move.. and after that i got a descent sleep and in the morning everything felt normal until possibly 36-40 hours after my first pill i decided too have a wank 😛
too my surprise, shock and horror, no matter how much porn i watched i couldn’t get a boner! after coming back to it after scowering the internet now more determined to get a boner and not even wank i was terrified!
after 4 or 5 hours i got a boner, like really flacid for about 2 seconds then it’d go again.
i couldn’t get a normal boner again until like 3 days afterwards!!
TRUELY a scary experience for a teenage boy, another reason why i chose to never binge again,
also i felt it made my willy smaller permenantly or atleast thats an excuse i have 😛
