@tat91 502598 wrote:
is this normal? i cant decide if my anxiety and depression are due to the comedown or if ive fucked myself up? ive never felt this bad in my life? im not going to say i feel suicidal but i feel pretty darn crap.
For every high, has to be a down. The MDMA and cocaine raced your metabolism up, you ran through all the serotonin available to your brain…
… when the brain runs out, it’s crash time. Yes, it’s normal, and now you know that drugs are not kids candy or sweeties.
Handle with care. Take care of yourself, and your boyfriend. I guess ideally you’d take care of each other.
Perhaps best to look on the experience as a binge, a blow out. Sure, MAYBE you could have had a better time by going out and dancing the night through… then again, maybe you had the best time the way you did it anyway.
Life’s too short for huge amounts of regret and remorse. Learn lessons, sure, but every day, every moment, is another chance at life. 🙂
P.S. This is why serious, committed, long term party animals are actually drinking fruit juice and imbibing lots of vitamins with their chemicals.
Don’t mix your drugs. They just end up fighting each other and your body is the battleground. Doing alcohol AND MDMA is a waste. I don’t rate cocaine at all anyway…
… but now you’ve had the experience, you’ve gained a bit more knowledge.
