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November 11, 2012 at 2:50 am

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RageToHard

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I started doing X in Feburary of 2012. I rolled about once every week or at least every other week until september. I read online that XTC can cause mild hallucinations and i started thinking about my past rolls over the summer and realized some of it was definitly hallucinations. it scared me a little bit. The next time i rolled was a couple days after i read this online and i was so crazy paranoid on it that it ruined it for me. now every time i roll i get so paranoid! ive takin about a 2 month break from X. For the first month after i stopped doin it i had crazy paranoia. i expected the worst out of everything. i always assumed i was gonna get killed, get in an accident..etc. It sucked. now that its 2 months down the paranoia has dissapered like 95% of the way. and i feel so much better. if i roll again this NYE, will i be able to enjoy it all over again?!!? and if i decided to switch to acid will the paranoia carry over to that as well?
November 11, 2012 at 3:17 am

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Taking MDMA every weekend for over half a year will do that to you. I’d take a long break if I was you. You’ve basically tired out the receptors in your brain what make certain chemicals by over exciting them with prolonged regular MDMA use.
November 11, 2012 at 5:43 am

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barrettone

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Rolling with that level of frequency can be quite harmful to your serotonin levels as it wears out your receptors. Take a break from it for a while, it’ll do you a world of good.
November 11, 2012 at 11:49 am

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p0ly

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the fact you read about hallucinating on mdma scared you? whaaat… cos you had hallucinated a few times? But you didn’t even notice at the time..
November 11, 2012 at 12:25 pm

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Tank Girl

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What daft said – your brain needs a rest
And with any substance your mood and mental state on the day of consuming will be dependant on the outcome
If you are anxious this will be heightened and you won’t enjoy yourself

You need to be comfortable with the potential affects of the substance otherwise you will have a shit time
November 11, 2012 at 12:48 pm

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psyhclops

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@RageToHard 505154 wrote:

I started doing X in Feburary of 2012. I rolled about once every week or at least every other week until september. I read online that XTC can cause mild hallucinations and i started thinking about my past rolls over the summer and realized some of it was definitly hallucinations. it scared me a little bit. The next time i rolled was a couple days after i read this online and i was so crazy paranoid on it that it ruined it for me. now every time i roll i get so paranoid! ive takin about a 2 month break from X. For the first month after i stopped doin it i had crazy paranoia. i expected the worst out of everything. i always assumed i was gonna get killed, get in an accident..etc. It sucked. now that its 2 months down the paranoia has dissapered like 95% of the way. and i feel so much better. if i roll again this NYE, will i be able to enjoy it all over again?!!? and if i decided to switch to acid will the paranoia carry over to that as well?

you need to take that break your brain takes a while to replenish its seretonin levels thats what comedowns are all about a natural bodily response saying i have no feel good chemicals left im drained your brain can replenish them but it does take time and i think we dont listen to what our body tells us often enough if you wanna enjoy them more and get a better buzz your body and brain needs to have forgotten and gotten rid of all traces of the chemicals before using again and you will need less to have the desired affect switching to acid may not be such a great idea but upto you certainly wont help you paranoia and like tankgirl said your buzz/high depends on your circumstances and who you are with etc. as much as anything else so be around good peeps to enhance good feelings
November 11, 2012 at 12:56 pm

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psyhclops

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@Tank Girl 505222 wrote:

“if you are lonely when you’re alone, you are in bad company.”

i say loneliness is just the same as oneliness for me apart from the L lol
November 11, 2012 at 1:30 pm

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General Lighting

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@DaftFader 505159 wrote:

Taking MDMA every weekend for over half a year will do that to you. I’d take a long break if I was you. You’ve basically tired out the receptors in your brain what make certain chemicals by over exciting them with prolonged regular MDMA use.

100% true, plus when you take drugs and then stop taking them you often also realise the set and setting aren’t as pleasant as they seemed when you are on them. Also girls get various problems from drug use more than boys and also mature emotionally/mentallly far quicker so they see the bad side sooner (its probably something to do with getting ready to be a “mum” even if you have no intention of actually becoming one!)

Also, large licensed EDM events with thousands of people do have safety/security risks the world over. In your country they are only being grudgingly endured as “business is business”, and the public sector in some areas is skint/non existent so hiring out venues to EDM promoters and cramming them full (sometimes over safe capacity) brings in money for essential services that folk in other countries we just pay taxes for.

Paranoia isn’t always irrational but often sparked off by amplification of a real danger. Do friends behave impulsively/aggressively/in a scary/creepy way around you when everyone is high? Blokes especially can misread the signals girls are giving off, and sometimes take rejection badly especially on a comedown. From what others have said about the USA EDM scene (which mirrrors the 1990s UK one but on a larger scale and with competitive/divisive American “high school” culture added) isn’t as fluffy/friendly as its made out to be. Is the person driving you to the event always in a fit state to drive? (especially as it could be hours of driving with USA being big).

DUI is wrong and of course illegal but another great danger to party people is when they driver has also been awake all night and not rested and then has a crash.

you are not “going mad”, it is simply a sign to scale back your partying lifestyle a bit and assess things. if you party less often in smaller, friendlier groups and safer environments I bet you will find way less paranoia and misgivings
November 11, 2012 at 1:35 pm

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MC G-Tek

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@psyhclops 505228 wrote:

i say loneliness is just the same as oneliness for me apart from the L lol

I say JLS are the same as currants, except for 2 R’s and an A!
November 11, 2012 at 1:46 pm

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psyhclops

@psyhclops

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im not a fan of those ‘currants’ either
November 11, 2012 at 1:48 pm

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MC G-Tek

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@psyhclops 505241 wrote:

im not a fan of those ‘currants’ either

Don’t think we’re gonna find too many members of their fanbase lurking round PV towers mate, the techno dogs and klectobots scare them!
November 11, 2012 at 2:29 pm

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p0ly

@p0ly

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I’m a hardcore One direction fan.. i have photographic evidence 😛
November 11, 2012 at 2:36 pm

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psyhclops

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@p0ly 505255 wrote:

I’m a hardcore One direction fan.. i have photographic evidence 😛

is that one direction in hardcore porn films ur a fan of? or a hardened fan of one direction? or a die hard fan of thiers. wasnt the one direction porno called: one erection? and the sequal: its going in, in one direction!
November 11, 2012 at 2:54 pm

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MC G-Tek

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@p0ly 505255 wrote:

I’m a hardcore One direction fan.. i have photographic evidence 😛

Ha ha, I’ve seen said photographic evidence and it took me a while to realise you weren’t just one of the band doing a promo shoot!
November 11, 2012 at 2:55 pm

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p0ly

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@MC G-Tek 505263 wrote:

Ha ha, I’ve seen said photographic evidence and it took me a while to realise you weren’t just one of the band doing a promo shoot!

I’ll take that as a compliment 😀
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