Friday night i had planned to hit the town with some mates for drinks.
(I don’t do drugs very often)
I’ll start buy saying i only weigh about 62kg and am 19. I’m not so small, but im a slim guy. (This perhaps has something to do with my tolerance levels)?
I had gone through about 4 cidres round a friends house and wasn’t completely drunk but was slightly over the ‘Just tipsy’ stage.
It came to midnight and we still hadn’t left so we decided to hit the big local city as there would still be nightclubs open until 4am.
On the way a dealer i know called me asking if i wanted any MANDY (I believe this to be MDMA?) I told him i’d take a gram.
The guys who i was with don’t touch drugs so it was just for myself.
I got the the club after picking up my mandy and was drinking some vodka. By this point in time i was averagely drunk. After finishing drinks (which was about 15mins of being in the club) i went to the toilet to do my lines. I was drunk so clearly wasn’t thinking straight. I crushed up the entire gram into powder and snorted the entire amount up one nostril. As soon as i’d finished my line, bouncers smashed down the toilet door and grabbed me and threw me out the back door (They must have seen my trainers under the gap in the cubical and im guessing they could tell what i was doing there)
As soon as i got outside i called my friends who were still inside and told them to come and help me because i wasn’t familiar with where i was i then hung the phone up.
At this point in time i must have finished my line just about 3minutes ago. And BOOOM! The effects are coming at me! And fast ! I start to stumble around, my hearing slowly because mumbled and then cuts out. My eyes begin to fade out and i can no longer see anything (Atleast i can’t remember seeing anything) I can feel my head is spinning. I can feel i am being sick whilst standing up and stumbling all over the place……
The next thing i can remember is 4hrs later. I have no memory of the 4hrs after taking my line what so ever?
I was sitting in the car driving home with friends, we dropped my best mate off home and continued to my house. The driver turned around and said to me ‘Your best friend is the best guy your ever going to meet’ I said ‘why are you telling me this’ He told me that my best friend had practically saved my life tonight and that he had picked me up and carried me for over 2hrs’ ‘My reaction was disbelief, i was shocked, i couldn’t remember any of this at all’ The driver then told me that i was out of it completely brain fucked for a very long time, He said that i was unable to move, unable to speak, every muscle was shaking in my body and they all thought i was going to die. I still couldnt beleive it. I couldnt remember this happening.
I asked him to drop me off at the local petrol garage so that i could get some tobacco as the garage was close to my house and i could walk the rest.
remember that at this point it is around 5hrs after taking my line of MANDY. I am walking home and i am talking to myself, not just talking to myself but i can see my friends walking with me at one moment and then the next minute i was turning around and they was not even there. I am no longer completely high so i was telling myself ‘Shit man, your hallucinating’ Even though i had told myself this, the same thing was happening every 4 or 5 minutes to me whilst i was walking home. Again i would find myself talking to my friends who i could see with me and then next see the next. I must add; they was not with me at all, they had all gone home.
I woke up the next day, the nostil i snorted the MANDY up will not stop running, but there is no pain? I also had completely cut up gums and the insides of my cheeks are torn to shreds?
What was the reason for this bad experience? This was only my second time taking MANDY. The first time i took about half a gram over an hrs period and i felt almost nothing. But this time when taking the entire gram, this happened? Did i take to much? Was it because i was drunk before taking it?
Please help. I know this was a very stupid thing to do, i have been telling myself ever since. But i need to know what i did wrong? I am inexperienced with MDMA. I had gone through drugs like methadone in doses adding to over 2.5g a night and never had any effects like this?
