I didn’t start drinking until I was 21 (I stayed away from drinking because I associated it with puking, and I’m am emetophobic). It was fun for the first 2-4 years, mostly because I was going to bars and having a good time. But after a while I began drinking at home, in and out of my parents’ house.
Now, I’m trying to get away from drinking. It makes me feel kinda crappy. It’s not as fun as it used to be. And it’s fucking fattening >_<
I prefer ‘other things’ these days, but occasionally I’ll still drink a bottle of cheap vodka, but always alone in my room. There was a time that I used to do yoga drunk off my ass, and/or dance around the room watching Madonna videos with my vodka bottle in my hand–but I haven’t done that in a long while. My parents think I go to AA meetings here and there, but normally I take the donation money they give me a get a pink of cheap vodka from the local liquor store and kill time at Target before coming home from my ‘meeting’…
I’m thinking it’s time for me to take out the scores of empty pint bottles and throw ’em away while my parent’s aren’t around >_< I of course still drink here and there, but my interest is more in other things these days--things that make me feel better thank alky does.
