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Hyyy,
I’m just wondering if you guys can help me with that…
I really hope to get some quick answers.. 🙂
I just recieved 3.5grams of HQ cocaine, and I am home alone and I tried it and it feels awesome… I’ve only done cocaine 2 times before, and that was more than 1 year ago and it was ok too… Now I ordered it and hide it from my girlfriend because I do not want her to try it.
That is because she gets addicted really fast, she was smoking and she quited (yessss) because of me, I am not a smoker…
I was using mdma for 3 years on parties (about 3 times a month) but now its just not worth it because I need .5 gram if I want to have fun, and that is a lot per night I think… I told this to my gf and she said she will still do it on parties, but that doesnt bother me much… I have done it before we have even met, so I am in it longer than her… and I know she is not addicted to mdma, because we can go out partying and she doesnt need it everytime 🙂
So I ordered 3.5g of hq cocaine to take it with me on parties instead of mdma… I will tell her I will be sober.. when she will be on mdma, she will not see if I took something or not… I think I will remember parties better on cocaine and everything. But now I tried it at home and I really like it… Next week I am not working, so I am thinking of doing it again. But then I start working and
I think I will not do it, only on the parties then… So It can wake me up a little so I can be till the end of the party.
My question is, if I go out every weekend on parties and do a little coke till I use all of the 3.5g (about 2 months I think), will I be addicted? Now I think I will not buy it anymore, because it is really expensive and I do not have much money. It didnt cause me financial problems or anything buying this 3.5g…
Thank you for your answers…
Best regards,
M
In all honesty mate nobody really has the answer for that. Each individual responds differently to different chemicals. Some people, like your girlfriend, are more susceptible to addiction.
I, for example seem to be immune to the physically addictive properties of Benzodiazepines (Valium, Xanax etc.) But them I’m more prone to psychological addiction, im my case it was xtc.
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