Last night after drinking 4 pints of Stella I did the stupidest thing I’ve done in months. Got a full bottle of vodka. I haven’t drank spirits in over 6 months and now I have no clue what I did last night. I’m obviously not as OK as I thought.
You sent me a shit load of PMs for a start, but you weren’t making a fool of yourself or owt, just expressing the pain you’re feeling right now
@The Psyentist 569982 wrote:
You sent me a shit load of PMs for a start, but you weren’t making a fool of yourself or owt, just expressing the pain you’re feeling right now
Don’t remember any of that. Sorry mate.
@Tryptameanie 569984 wrote:
Don’t remember any of that. Sorry mate.
No need to apologise. You were in a right state, and I could tell you’d been drinking cos half your words contained numbers lol.
My turn to be depressed today, again. Just going to finish what I have left of the deschloroetizolam, eat a shit load of Diclazepam and top it off with a good 100mg of etiz. That should knock me out for the day. Meant to be going to the doctors but what fucking use are they?! Quite capable of destroying myself without their ssris and anti-psychotics
@The Psyentist 569985 wrote:
No need to apologise. You were in a right state, and I could tell you’d been drinking cos half your words contained numbers lol.
My turn to be depressed today, again. Just going to finish what I have left of the deschloroetizolam, eat a shit load of Diclazepam and top it off with a good 100mg of etiz. That should knock me out for the day. Meant to be going to the doctors but what fucking use are they?! Quite capable of destroying myself without their ssris and anti-psychotics
Please go to the doctors mate.
@Tryptameanie 569987 wrote:
Please go to the doctors mate.
I’m sick of being patronised for my drug use for them to give me something that has worse side effects than the drugs I am taking. I’ve given up hope on the system, I’ve given up hope on myself tbh
@The Psyentist 569989 wrote:
I’m sick of being patronised for my drug use for them to give me something that has worse side effects than the drugs I am taking. I’ve given up hope on the system, I’ve given up hope on myself tbh
Don’t tell them about the drugs, I took the same shit for years until they were forced to take action. I hate the bastards just as much as you but you just gotta keep trying.
Can’t even find the phone, I suspect I launched it into the school field last night.
@Tryptameanie 569990 wrote:
Don’t tell them about the drugs, I took the same shit for years until they were forced to take action. I hate the bastards just as much as you but you just gotta keep trying.
Fuck them and fuck this world. Please kick in soon etiz just so I can go to sleep, the only part of my life which doesn’t cause pain
@The Psyentist 569992 wrote:
Fuck them and fuck this world. Please kick in soon etiz just so I can go to sleep, the only part of my life which doesn’t cause pain
If I knew where you lived (even though I do) I come down there and drag you to the doctors.
@Tryptameanie 569994 wrote:
If I knew where you lived (even though I do) I come down there and drag you to the doctors.
My family have already done that and pleaded for my help and it’s got me nowhere. Until I actually hurt someone or make another suicide attempt they couldn’t give a fuck
@The Psyentist 569997 wrote:
My family have already done that and pleaded for my help and it’s got me nowhere. Until I actually hurt someone or make another suicide attempt they couldn’t give a fuck
I honestly don’t know what to say mate, psychiatric help is needed by so many but given to so few.
Although its probably inadvisable to take medical advice from a random Asian computer/telecoms engineer and my copy of the formulary is at home rather than work (the new one is in the secure room I cannot easily get access too; they changed the online access code) I’m fairly sure that SSRIs and benzos do not have bad interactions with each other (so you can keep quiet about the off label/RC benzo use).
the old folk get prescribed all of them and opiates by the kilo and they keep on going; ODs are extrememly rare if in tablet form and dosage supervised.
if you are below 80 all that happens even if you do harm yourself or someone else (and don’t end up immediately in prison) is they section you and you get the SSRIs and the medium half life benzos anyway same as the old people do. Whilst I don’t fix people I do fix the computers used by healthcare workers and thus know a bit about the databases used in all healthcare facilities..
if either of you want any meds checked out send me a PM and I can at least look them up
Thanks GL, I’d like your post but the like button has vanished.
refresh the page (F5 on most browsers or a icon with two arrows going round in a circle) and it should re-appear (there is a bug in the HTML5 or whatever they use to make websites look more pretty these days that cause stuff like this to happen
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