Hi,
About 10 weeks ago I took MDMA for the second time in powder form. I got 1 gram of MDMA untested which i know now was stupid but at the time i admit i knew next to nothing about the drug. I just wish now that i did some proper research prior to taking the drug. At the time I was in a pretty bad mindset and was just happy to take anything to make me feel happy again if it was for a few hours. I bombed 3/4 of the gram in one and carried on back into the nightclub. I only remember little parts of the night and on the walk home i remember seeing a car with wings coming down the road towards me, 3 Women with Bright pink hair spinning out of control on the pavement and then a giant spider Webb coming towards me. I felt as if i was drifting in and out of consciousness and i remember a bus driver pulling over and asking if i was okay, I guess i didn’t look good!
Anyway the coming days and weeks after this experience were horrendous. The initial comedown was like i had been hit by a train, I managed to drag myself to work every day in the first week but i struggled massively. After I got the first week out of the way i thought my comedown would disappear but things just didn’t get any better. I had a constant headache for about 2-3 weeks, I felt like I was trapped in a dream for the best part of 8 weeks, I couldn’t concentrate on anything and even communicating became a problem. I had depression for about 1-2 weeks and i also suffered with social anxiety which is still affecting me slightly now. Luckily a lot of my symptoms have now disappeared but there is still a couple of problems i have so its would be appreciated if anyone has any solutions.
The inside of my lips don’t seem to be producing enough saliva and i am getting a layer of white gunge appearing on top and bottom lip. My lips are also fairly dry all the time compared to how they were before. On the night i took the drugs i remember drinking lots of water on the way home so i don’t think i could have dehydrated.
Another problem is since that night i wake up at least twice each night. I guess this is related to the MDMA but could anyone give me further info on this.
I know i was stupid and Naive for doing what i did but i have learnt the hard way and hopefully things will keep improving for me.
Thanks!
