@Digital Buddha 592191 wrote:
Dr. Death
yeah , I was tripping when I post this thread and was wondering in my last days what it would be horrfull, even more when I listen to the stories of my wife who works in a hospital for people near to dye.
now I am on month in a Hospital for a little lung problems which has been healthed, but the hospital gave me a very sympatic present : a shroom during the operation which entered in my body after they have put all in order.
Now I am sitting all day with this machine and under antibiotiker and as long this fucking parasyte is still alive, I can’t go home.
I took with me for the time I had to spent here normally betweeen 3 to 10 days all gooddies with me, but I do not feel the courage to take MDMA, or Some 1p-LSD, cuz when the effect will go down I would like to smoke some of the 3 gr freebase I took here but the fucking machine which are still in the lungs will not be happy if I smoke I think, cuz the secretion of my lungs with the dead shrooms which goes in the container recept, will look strange if they open it and smoke is coming out of it (lol)
In another way I was thinking if I smoke very much would the smoke kill the shroom parasyte.(lol)
Even, Passing I month now in that hospital gave me the idea to go immediately joining the swiss association EXIT, which gave the opportunity to leave life as soon u are suffering to much and not be treated like what my wife is working and seeing every day, cuz some states like alzeihmer or Cancer are really not acceptable for me to live my last weeks of my life in such states
