Hey you can call me j. I am a strong supporter of medically marijuana and it’s the only thing I can not give up. But I honestly don’t view it as a drug. I have never seen it save a life but I have seen it make people a lot more comfortable and I think it’s a huge step in medicine.
Anyhow, so I am 18 and a nail tech. So a little druggie background on me, I partied a lot in high school, it landed me in treading my junior year of high school, and I found out I was pregnant 3 months after I started the program so I stayed clean for a long time. I split with the father when our son was 6 months and I had a hard time coping and so. Started to use just alcohol and weed and pills, my ex came back into my life and at the time our son was staying with my parents for a full month. My ex showed meets and at first I was like fuck no and then he eventually talked me into it. We tweaked everyday for a month until he got sent to Denver to get sober because he was dying of malnourishment and he is still out of state and its been 5 weeks. I stopped before he left to Denver because I miss our son and I wanted to be better and then while my ex was in Denver he called trying to talk me into tweaking and I started to fiend so I dropped my son off at my parents this week and I have been tweakin smoking non stop for the past 3 days and I drove myself to my old treatment center today. I called my mom to tell her I was super sick and she told me she was busy and hung up on me. I haven’t talked to her or my dad. So I drove over to stay with another family member I am trying to detox but I in a lot of pain and I starting to see shadow people and enough is enough. I trying to focus on being a mother and get this drug out of my life. I am very deteined but very scared at the same time. I’m here to find answers for my detox symptoms
