Party Vibe

This is my first post on any drug forum so i hope i dont break any rules or post in the wrong forum. I’m a small male weighing only around 50-55kgs (i’m pretty young) and im not very tall, but not very short. I’m just kind of skinny. I’ve done plenty of research on MDMA and alot of other drugs over the years but never tried any untill now. I’ll try to write this quite detailed so it might be a bit long, sorry about that but I really hope someone can help me.

So a few days ago me and a friend bought some E(note, this was my first time trying MDMA or any other substance aside from marijuana and alcohol). The guy who sold it to us said said it was called Blue underground and he had tried it and got a nice high (i dont really know the guy so can’t really trust him). He said it had a high MDMA dose in it and some amphetamine. I have been trying to do research on this blue underground pill but have found no pictures, just a few posts about it having the London underground symbol on it. The pills were blue and had a scoreline on the back and a flat surface on the front. From what i understand the London underground symbol is a circle with a line in the middle, but there was no circle, except for that the pill was circular.

I was with a friend who had taken E once before, a different pill called blue facebook. His experience was great and from what he said it felt like how people describe MDMA. We popped only half a pill at around 7.50 pm and i was abit anxious but not scared. Within minutes i thought i felt a tingle in my legs but it obviously must have been placebo or just excitement. We were going to a small houseparty with just 4 girls there and it started at 8.40 pm so we had to be outside for a while. As we were taking a walk outside i started feeling a very mild intoxication feeling, sort of like alcohol, with a bit of blurry vision (very mild). This was at around 8.20 and i definetly felt a bit different, nothing overwhelming or great but just a bit different. We arrived outside of the house at around 8.36 and the feeling had sort of faded away a bit, but started to come back. My friend said that my pupils were giant but i didnt believe him since i barely felt anything, i snapped a photo of my eyes and oh boy, they were HUGE! My eyes were pretty much only pupills! Now i started to feel pretty happy but defienetly not a rush through the body or some intense stuff. When i got in to the house and greeted everyone i was feeling pretty good, I realised that I was talking more and faster (probably because i was hyped though). I started acting really nice, i remeber apologizing to a girl very sincerely because i owed her like 5 dollars, which i normally would not do lol. We walked outside to light a ciggarete after about 5 minutes of being inside listening to music. Inhaling the ciggarete was so great, i couldnt feel the smoke hurting in my throat i only felt pleassure (not intense at all but just great). I then realised that i wasnt freezing at all anymore, i literally felt no cold outside on a winter day. We went up to meet a friend and on the way back to the house my friend said he was feeling it but wondered if i wanted to pop another half, I didnt feel that much of the drug and decided i wanted to take another half. We got back and went to the toilet to cut up the other pill, it sort of got crushed into a half peice, and the rest to a powdered form, but nothing was lost it was still half pill each, i swallowed the crushed bits and downed them with some sprite, they were very bitter. When i got out i felt happy, but barely anything in my body, no urge to touch things or no “orgasmic waves” or warm waves through my body. But i really liked to talk to people. By now 2 girls who I’m very close friends with arived and i just felt and urge to talk to them, they followed me to the bathroom and we just sat in the bathtub talking, i couldnt stop talking, i really liked these people i realised. I was so empathetic i had to call and apologise to a friend for missing his text, he was very drunk and i tried to guide him through how he was feeling because he was feeling a bit sick. My jaw was clenching and my friend gave we 3 pieces of gum, i was chewing them so hard that they were breaking and i started swallowing the small bits. I was chewing gum the entire experience and was chewing really fast and hard for the entire time. By now my pupils were truly gigantic, bigger than before and my eyes were pretty much just black. I was feeling energetic and my pupils were huge so that means this was some kind of speedish drug, like amphetamines, mdma, meth, coke or something? I was scared the pills were valium by the look of them because they were blue with a scoreline but without any text on the back. But this proves they werent something like that right? I spent the night just talking to people and enjoying the music, dancing was really but i had no urge to dance (maybe because the speekers sucked and had really low volume), i kind of prefered to sit and talk to people. I still did not have any great feelings in the body though i did feel great in the mind and had mild feelings of joy in my body. Nothing wavy or crazy though. We left the house at 11:30 pm but it felt like we’d only been there for 1 hour MAX. We left to watch fireworks at an outside party but when i got there the feelings were kind of gone, i didnt talk to anyone (maybe cause of the depressing weather) and i found i kind of got easily angry at people. My pupils were still huge untill about 2.30 am, but i decided to leave at around 1 am because we didnt have anything to do. When i got home i just felt nice in my body overall, like stretching or touching the bottom of my hair. I was really energetic untill around 3 am and i didnt have any trouble sleeping. Woke up with a mild feeling of of niceness in my body at around 10 am ( the same feeling of niceness when stretching or touching my hair) but i was pretty tired. I felt pretty neutral the next morning, not sad or depressed but not happy.

I’m wondering if you have any ideas what was in here? Why didnt i fell the extreme joy of MDMA and went crazy on the dancefloor? Could it be cause i popped half a pill and then the other half about 45-60 minutes later?
Sorry for this extremely long post but i wanted to describe it in detail. Overall i really enjoyed the feeling and i’ll be popping another pill sometime soon. Not too soon since i’m aware it could damage my brain.
Thanks for reading! I only have a bad picture of the pills but you can sort of see their shape and the scoreline.
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