Hello everyone I'm known on a few boards, fairly knowledgable on stuff. Oddly I made an account before but already had one from 2009
Started on the drugs about 18, drinkin' - interested in why people take drug, cocaine, etc - had a good go, great time, fucked a bird in a cubical. Got into legals, no idea what they were or how they worked, so read loads for weeks and came accross mephedrone which was rare yellow stuff, had a banging rush so bought some every 2 weeks for me and mate clubbin. Got into GBL atfer finding a source as GHB sounded cool. That's when addiction came. Tried Subutex, then Heroin, Diazapam............ list goes on massive......
drugs I aint done are some trips and nicotine and smokin weed.
Currently addicted to heroin but been clean 4 days on 16mg subutex. 20mg diazapam a day (gunna reduce) and stimulent one being ethylphenadate/ritaline or amph to focus
My heroin addiction was at its peak last year - I've blown £35 on opiates, being OxyContin and Heroin, Morphine and Methadone ORAL and AMPULE. Was doing £100/day of this crap - put on methadone 40mg but wasn't enough was out my system the day aftre and I'd be rattling and haaving to drive the pharmacy till the Methadone kicked in then I was mid range. Would try and buy more or Heroin at night as a back load as I had to drive my family to and from hospital to see my dad (had cancer rip). I was very careful driving and my mum always said I was good. However under wd I was a danger on 2 occations:
#1 I was late for an appointment and was fucked off a script for 2 bloody weeks and a day came I couldn't score anything but my friend 30mile away, my car was fucked and stuck in 3rd gear however I hit the road in my 106 at 50mph, near red lining - with my mate I shot just 1 bag to keep me sane for a drive back with the other 7 bags or whatever. I couldnt wait till the next day to get told by the locals it'll be noon then tonight.
#2 I swapped from methadone to subs and boy o boy I hit pre-wds. in bed sweating and turning, I knew there was only one way to fix this so I drove with my head out the window sweating, slowly for 2 mins and waited for my guy *fuckin kid took ages* got rid of him, snorted 1 bag and laid back - the wd's deadened and I safely drove back.
I don't club sadly now a days might be due to my heroin use - I am trying to fix that while it's summer. I've lost alot of weight 10st I am at. I used to cycle 8mi to town, get on the meph give me mate a g free as I got tonnes or ask for a pint. club all night then just cycle home, heh.
Right now, working on cleaning my room thats my mission - no needles about and all hooovered. When mum is back stripping the walls and decorating - once clean I will make a thread elsewhere maybe for advice on what to do.
Here is a room I like: (BTW mine is a bigger loft)
Small Spaces | How a Small Cluttered Loft Became an Oasis of Relaxation | Mocha
Russell Brand: From Addiction to Recovery just watched this, was really nice touching and educational doc by russell... well worth a watch, especially if u feel like u have an addictive personality
BBC iPlayer - Russell Brand: From Addiction to Recovery
JWH withdrawals, HELP! So SWIM has been using a JWH type spice called "dead man walking" for the past 4 months I've been using about 20g premixed leaf per week, sometimes more sometimes less. I recently stopped smoking it cold turkey, because my girl got pregnant. The first few days of withdrawal really aren't that bad. I feel awesome and I'm 5 days clean..........EXCEPT...........I haven't been able to get an erection since I got off the stuff. My junk feels numb, and what I've read on the forum suggests that this is a normal withdrawal symptom for JWH. Have any of you gone through this? How long does it last? I am seriously freaking out here. my girl didn't even know I smoked it, how am I going to explain my lack of an erection next time we sleep together. Please Help!!!!!! Does anyone know of any otc meds that could help? I tried to masturbate ealier, and I orgasmed, but I was nearly flaccid the entire time, and it barely dribbled out. I am in desperate need of an erection!!!!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!
Heroin addicts Thompson Connecticut I am new to Thompson Connecticut... I am looking for Heroin addicts in the area so we can talk and share stories with each other...
glamorous addicts blog I'm a 32 year old with a highly addictive nature. Whatever it may be, food, drugs, hobbies or interests, i'll do it to excess until I find something else that takes my fancy.
I've just started a blog which i'm finding very theraputic, please check it out :
Glamorous Addict
Its Back!!! But not to sure its a good thing. Ketamine has come back!! At first I was happy but having had cramps for the last 2 days now I'm not so sure! I was in rehab came out in July was so happy that K was not around made my recovery easier as it is my drug of choice. It came my way this week, I thought I would get some one last time. At first I was a little unsure that it would be the real thing, so much crap has been going around. I failed my drug test, showed positive for K bad as it sounds I went out got a litre so I could get there quick. Polished that off but now wish I could rip my guts out not to good x
Pinned
RIP Amy Winehouse Maybe she should have gone to rehab after all
sad, as I think she was talented and had a grand voice,
and aged 27 - she has now joined the club along with all the rest - its the age they all have died at12
US : America locks up hordes of drug addicted military veterans.. The "Land of the Free" at its finest -making men and women risk their lives and then busting their asses for daring to buck the system when it comes to drugs laws..
Why Are We Locking Up Traumatized Veterans for Their Addictions Instead of Offering Them Treatment? | DrugReporter | AlterNet
Community for addicts Hi!
I'm a former amphetamine abuser. I've been searching different sites where I can share and talk about my experiences, but no luck so far...
Today I took it in my own hands... I've started an community for addicts. It's not an drugromantic site, only a place to talk and share on. If u need a place to get or are willing to give support in your struggle to quit, this is your place.
Please visit: Addicted
Best regards//Baby Bomb
Benzodiazepine Addiction Here is some useful information for anyone who has a problem with these or knows someone who does.
Firstly here is a definition:
Benzodiazepine - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
and then some sites to help with the problem:
Welcome to benzo.org.uk
This site has some great reading material including a how to quit manual which explains everything you need to know about the drugs and how their withdrawl should be handled [obviously medical supervision is required]. They have information for countries other than UK despite the .org.uk address and I am very impressed with the site.
Benzodiazepine Side Effects, Dependence, Withdrawal and Information Group
This is site is also full of useful information and links. One of the links is to a support forum for addicts which also has a lot of relevant information.
Worth checking out these links if this problem affects you in anyway as the information is first class.
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