ecstasy never worked for me, its anoying me at his point? ive tried ecstasy a total of four times - and all four times were a waste. bare wit me while i explain why.
the first time i tried it i was stressing and overthinking it and ended up freaking out when i was coming up (dont actually remember feeling like i was coming up, or like i needed to vomit) but i do remember vomiting for 40 mins straight in the bathrooms of a club, and my jaws and eyes were going mad. strange thing is, it was actually almost like an orgasmic wave sweeping through my body and it ended as me needing to get sick, if that makes sense? even getting sick felt good. and i felt happy, and knowing that my boyfriend was outside the bathroom door waiting for me made me even happier, and loved up. a girl in the bathrooms recognised the xtc symptoms straight away and came in the stall with me (i still praise her every time i talk about this, i would have been terrified without her) and looked after me, reassuring me it was normal - and i responded by asking her if she was undercover hahahaha. she finally got me to stop being sick, and i wanted to hit the dancefloor but my bf told me i looked out of it and the bouncers were asking questions (how classy and attractive) so we went back to my bfs, we had a really deep talk and we both felt really loved up and had amazing sex.
the second time i was around people i didnt know, or trust, and i was freezing cold (think crappy/rainy irish/uk weather, around 9pm, wearing tights & shorts and a flimsy top with a tiny leather jacket and we were outdoors the whole time) i was so cold i just wanted to sit down with my knees up on my chest - i also felt quite depressed. shit buuuzz. ended up grabbing a taxi back to my bfs. worst experience on any substance ever, i just had a strong urge to leave and go to more familiar, warmer, quieter surroundings, the urge being so strong i was almost crying.
third time i just took a key bump or two, and i didnt really overthink it this time coz i was already drinking, it lifted my spirits a tiny bit (i went from being bored to being mildly amused) but colours seemed brighter and deeper which was nice.
the fourth time i swallowed half and stuck the other half in two rizlas and 'bombed' them - this time, i was just sort of in a good introvert mood, didnt say much, but felt content, and moving cars were kinda shinier, as were neon lights, and just more pleasant to look at.
WHY ON EARTH cant I have a normal experience on xtc? ive heard its one of the best drugs ever but it seems to refuse to let me enjoy it! i tried coke twice, the first time was the best night ive had in a while, i was full of energy and confidence, and the second time was okay. considering its expensive and addictive, i wont be rushing to do it again, but i really want to actually enjoy xtc. any idea on what i could do next time, to properly enjoy it? do u think im just the type that prefers taking e indoors with my bf and a cup of tea? ive heard of ppl using it like that.
also, i noticed the first two times i did, my bf and i connected more and talked alot more intimately - we proper opened up to each other, in ways that i never opened up to anyone before. recently we've been going through a really rough patch - do you think a night in with dinner and then an e or two each could make us open up and wave the white flag? im not one to actually ENCOURAGE drug use, and find excuses to use it, but i actually read that it can heal depression and it does get you on a love buzz, so what do you think?
please help me decipher How much of a dose this is. My friend let me hang onto some MDMA we did not finish. I can't find my scale for the life of me and have no idea how to eyeball a dose. Let me know please an estimate if you could? more or less than .1? Will this even be enough to get me high?
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MDMA – First time experience Hey all,
After a bit of advise! I tried MDMA for the first time a couple of weeks ago but didnt really have a great experience. Whenever i go to raves, I always try and get some speed/base - im a bit of a speed fiend when im at parties purely because it agrees with me, its cheap and sorts me out for the whole night. Ive done pills a few times but they give me an even worse comedown. Anyway, me and a mate got a gram of mandy to share, it was both our first times so we didnt bomb it or anything like that - I had about 5/6 dabs of the stuff which I didnt think was much at all. Took me a while to come up but before the initial joyous sensations were felt, I had major panicky feelings, felt really spaced out, couldnt be in any confined spaces and could NOT sit still - if i tried to stay still it made me panic even more. It was awful. It was in a club which was pretty busy and to be able to enjoy myself properly I couldnt be in the centre of the crowd - I was quite happy being on my own in a more opened space in my own little world dancing away! By the end of the night, all of my other mates were still buzzin their nuts off, whereas I felt absolutely horrific and was ready to climb into bed - i felt a bit shakey and sick.
Was this just because it was my first time in trying it?? Should I have done a bit more to experience it properly? Did I do too much? Or does my body simply not like it? I would like to do it again but this has kinda put me off :crazy:12
I don’t know where to start, please help? I have never done ecstasy before but recently, really want to try it.
What are your experiences of ecstasy?
And I know you can't/won't give out details or anything, but I don't know where to start. I don't have a clue where to get it. I feel uncomfortable walking around a club asking people for it for numerous reasons. I have a friend who does a lot of weed who has offered me her dealers number before. I know this sounds really stupid, but do dealers deal more than one drug? Or do you think he would deal E? Just would like to have your opinions before I ask her and look stupid. But I am sure if he doesn't he at least knows a person who deals E?
I don't have a clue how this all works :/ So I apologise. I go clubbing A LOT and never come across any drugs whatsoever and I am in a big university city. How?
Thank you!
Amsterdam/innovation right people im going to innovation in the dam this november. i just wondered what advice people would give to me about buying pills/mdma out there. i am used to the good pills in this country like speakers and yellow ferraris and i know these are made in dam i just wondered how easy it would be to get stuff like this out there! any help would be appreciated guys!!
Can’t come up more than once Hi guys,
I come up a treat when I take my first bomb of MDMA, but for the rest of the night I just stay wired, no matter how long a time I leave it between bombs. I've tried leaving it for hours after I've started to come down and upping/lowering the amount but even still, I just slip back into a pleasant, but not exactly buzzing, kinda state. I understand I can only produce so much seratonin, but everybody I know seems to be able to come up multiple times in a night. Are they blagging, or do I have a genuine dilemma here?
Thank you!
First Timer With Pure Molly So as you can tell from the title of the thread, I have a pill in my hand that is supposedly filled with "Pure Molly" as the girl who gave it to me keeps calling it. I have NEVER tried anything like this before, with the exception of weed and psilocybin mushrooms, so I obviously have a few questions.
1. I'll be sitting at home alone with two dogs, my computer and my cell phone. This is a comfortable place for me, so I'm thinking that I would be okay to try it. But this leads to the first problem...my girlfriend can't know about this and she's gonna be home in like 4 hours or so. I don't wanna face her while I'm still rollin' so I'm nervous.
2. WTF is Pure Molly? I know this is a stupid question, but Erowid seems to be kinda vague about MDMA/Ecstasy as far as purity goes. I just want some advice from an experienced user, as I have no idea what to expect.
Sorry for the weird thread guys, I'm new to this site (just signed up before I made this thread lol) and I'm pretty freaked out about the whole thing...which is weird because I've heard mushrooms are a lot more intense so in theory I should be able to handle it. I just really don't like the sounds of the negative after effects and such I guess.
My mate went VERY STRANGE on MDMA A while back I posted about this girl who was making up drug bullshit stories for attention. Well, I don't think it was BS.
She took MD for the first time and apparently started crawling around the floor and putting objects into her mouth...well she DID do this but I thought she was faking it.
Anyway the other day she has a gathering...and everyone got an E each. Her mate said 'ooh watch out for gus she goes CRAZY on MD'...and a bloke even left cause he didn't want to be around a bunch of nutters rolling on these supposedly strong pills.
Everyone dropped at about ten...this girl went to put some comfy clothes on because she knew shed be 'crawling around' The E kicks in and its alright... everyone is a bit high its quite nice when suddenly this girl just changes...
She was fine for an hour then she starts going through her mates bag and chatting.
Suddenly she starts EATING THE CONTENTS OF THE BAG! we pull the bag away from her and laugh...shes now crawling around the floor and trying to EAT MY SHOELACES!
It was like she was a different person..I couldn't communicate with her. Shes putting stuff in her mouth and caressing everything....shoes, feet, cards, fags, wallets you name it.
She then gets a bit moody because when I ask if shes ok she answers and I cant understand what shes saying.
'cuuul' I thought 'cold' (which cant be right on extacy as it was really hot already without having even taken an E.
We soon figure out she means 'cuddle'
After a big struggle we manage to get her into bed (cause she was laying on the kitchen floor)
Before this she couldn't even (err sorry guys) use a tampon :/
She insisted everyone cuddle her which they do.
What the fucking fuck?? ONE PILL she had ONE PILL and shes taken MD before (quater of a gram)
This girl just gos weird on MDMA...I'v never seen it before and I have seen people who are really rolling.
Has anyone else seen any really random drug reactions?
white foam?? Hi first time posting. Swim is thinking about doing mdma again swim has done it 3 times each with one month apart. The time was over a year ago. Swim was told to do .2g for a good strong roll the first time was at a party and everything was fine same with the second time. The third time swim did it was not so good was the same batch taken orally like the previous but after a couple hours swim started to feel sick and threw up white foam 3 times within 20 min, but felt fine the rest of the night and the come down and the day after was normal. So what happened. Any theories are welcomed and would be advised to try it again with what happened. The next time would be a lower initial dose with a booster later. Would snorting it make any difference? Sorry for all the questions swim just loved the experience and just wants to be safe.:weee: thanks!!
Hi all, I really need advice/help/information about rolling my next time. Basically, I rolled two nights in a row at Ultra two years ago. The second night I had a bad roll (definitely not the pills since I had taken the same ones the first night and I was fine. Had the best roll of my life ever actually). I felt really cold, like I was going to throw up which I did later on in the hotel room, totally zoned out, an emotional roller coaster of complete joy to sadness/wanting to cry the next minute. It was maybe one of the most frightening experiences I've ever had in my life, especially with 50,000+ people I didn't know, in a foreign city, and separated from my friends because my phone died. A little note, I had not eaten or slept practically all three days. Stupid I know but it was my first festie.
I took a break from ecstasy for about 6 months after that. I then rolled again for the second night of Nocturnal Wonderland in Cali, a huge massive rave. Unfortunately, I had the same exact shitty roll! I also hadn't eaten or slept really that weekend. Similar circumstances.
The next month I went to Escape with friends and one of them had the same roll I did. Bad feelings, cold, wanting to just die. Of course, he hadn't eaten anything that day or slept.
Each of these instances the pills were good. Other friends took the same ones and had the amazing rolls apparently. What I'm saying is, I'm 100% sure it wasn't the pills that were bunk.
Sorry for the long intro but the pattern seems to be that you need to eat. I realize that might be common sense and I fully admit how dumb I was.
Anyway, I'm rolling again for Nocturnal this year. I haven't done E for about 6 months now. I just want to make sure that if I eat enough and sleep, I'll be okay. I don't want another ATB set ruined rather than enhanced because of drugs.
Merci everyone!12
Stop eating inferior MDMA Howdy people:-D
I feel it is my duty to correct and educate all the misinformed people that believe MD should be brown or purple. The fact is that most street mandy is of the brownish or purple variety so people dont know any better, and it may well be good MD but its not the best. The really good stuff should be opaque, basically the purer the mandy the less colour it should have. If you stumble across some clear stuff then you've struck chemical gold my friends.
Toodle pip :-)12
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