Party Vibe

Morning – I’ve just had a night with not a second of sleep after taking a cap claiming to be benzo fury at about 9am yestarday am. Sorry if the typing is piss poor, I literally have double vision. [side note while I remember – of COURSE I would rather do mdma and all this is a search for something that comes close, like mcat, but where I live and who I hang about with I have NO chance to score mandy)

I opened the cap up and the contents was a light, shiney crystally, pure white powder – I didnt smell it so im just opening another now to …mmm…pretty odourless)

So yeah, like Yakuza said (I think) – nice buzz, slow come-up, but nice and happy, bit like a first pint to begin with, its a sunny breezy day, I’m quite energetic, but not frantic, eyes steady, mouth not dry, enjoyed music on the way to work and didnt dread walking through the door.

At work (office not heavy machineary, brain surgery) I was fine, quite productive, ate some sweets that were doing the rounds, started to drink lots and lots of tea and water from about 12. Pleasant prickling round the back of my head, clear thoughts, no visuals, all quite pleasant. Then about 2.30 I thought about doing more (didnt have it on me, but the 1/2 thought was there) – worked more, quite absorbed but starting to get slower getting thoughts ordered and into words on the screen. and f*cking hell starte to get a bit shakey which Im pretty sure I didnt get with any of meph, methyl, butyl or mdpv)

And from about 3 a dry mouth, growing sense of agitation and a bit of a dread of getting home/going outside (no, I dont drive 😉

but I got into my work again and stayed till the office was almost empty which eased the tension in me a bit. Part of the stress-out I experience is almost certainly because of hiding being high, stopping my eyebrow twitching and arranging my face into standard work-type expressions.

Ran/walked home and the movement was good, liked my music (went for Mika not trance for the tralala nothing serious going on here reassurance). By the time I got home I was looking forward to getting out of public but not ‘paranoid’. Drank about 2 pints of water because that also relaxes me – I guess whatevers going through me chemically gets diluted?? would that happen?

ate afew doritos, very chatty – by about 9 eyes felt a bit sleepy wooo – I thought this is gonna be cool. Wasnt really tired at 10 but thought I might lay there enjoying thinking for a while. Got too hot, couldnt sleep, moved to the sofa, couldnt sleep, took a coedine/paracetamol tab which I know is probably either pointless or a bad combi but there was no weed/no blues/no booze. So I just waited it out till 6am…heart beats bouncing my whole body. Now…f*ck..running late, not tired, eyes quite bright in fact – whats the science why they wont stay closed on some stims?

anyway :-/ to so-called benzo – reminds me of something I was sent early june as a freebie when I complained to the seller about pisspoor nrg-2, he never said what it was but just to do it in tiny doses – so Im thinking this is a re-hash of summer’s left-overs rather than 6-apb/apdb…

another crushing disappointment – will I ever learn?*

*[hint: no}

@Spazhazzard 391157 wrote:

The preliminary reports for it have been really good, big high with a little to no comedown (but to be honest I think everyone is very skeptical about this). Still waiting for vendors to actually get it through because customs are stopping pretty much EVERYTHING from the RC market at the moment. A lot of people don’t believe the reports because it could just be vendors trying to hype it up so its all being taken with a pinch (or spoonful) of salt.
Check out BlueLight for more. Thats where a a few of the original reports are.

i took one pellet and felt like shit afterwards for 6 days,, had 2 hours of a good comeup then hours and hours of being stimmed resulting in the worse jaw clenching ever, i think each one of the official 5 pressed there own pellets( due to size variance, colour etc) and im afraid some put shit alongside the 6-apb, be careful with this shit, im hearing really bad things

Trying drugs out for the first time at work is a bit silly imo.

alltho I agree a safe inviroment is best.

mby at home with friends would have been a better idea?

Yes but you wouldn’t know what type of stimulent it was if you had never taken it before!

For LB knew she could of been up dancing on the desks :laugh_at:

if u buy benzo in pellet form it is much much better, and if u get the large pellets (i have had smaller ones also) they knock u off ur feat if u take it all at once lol, took 2 smaller ones tonight feel awesome, very much like mdma…..the thing i like about these is they dont absolutely mong u like mdma does……im capable of still doing most things reasonably well

no offence but yourse are all getting ripped off paying a tenner for a capsule you can get pure grams for like 30 including next day delivery and make your own bombs or capsules or even sniff it but its weird i think its just a slow release drug in general even snorting jst neeeda get the right site

@General Lighting 395656 wrote:

a lot of drug users can hide the extreme effects relatively well and strong willed people can easily deal with urges to act out of character…. I can take boatloads of stimulants, alcohol, and all sorts and still be fairly shy/wary and quiet in party surroundings – for me its a survival mechanism as people aren’t always as friendly as they make themselves out to be and its not like the 1990s when you can go around just chatting to randoms at social events….

You’re missing the point GL … fair enough you could take speed and goto work no problem … but take 6lfg-27-99plb54! do you know how you would react the first time you took it?

Saing every stimulent drug is the same is about as nieve as saing all drugs kill (or don’t) as this simply isn’t true in either case – all react diferantly to diferant people!

For example (using me as an example) i could probably get away with doing a bit of speed myself at work (not too much as I’m really not that enthusiastic about my job) but If i was to do a few lines of coke – even this well known drug would make it hard for me to talk (as for some reason like cliffy it seems to numb my vocal cords for some reason lol) – and this is quite important in what i work as. That’s just a very simple example of two relatively well known stimulent drugs and how they may react diferantly.

Now personaly I’d not take a new drug I’ve never tried b4 at my work for the first time. Call me unadventurous but to me it sounds like a fucking stupid idea! Fair enough if you know what you’re dealing with and know you can hack it … if you got the balls to risk your job and take something you’ve never tried b4 at work .. then fair play … you’ve got bigger balls than me!