Actually bud it was almost purely amphetamine and it was taking that constantly that stopped me drinking, smoking weed and smoking pretty much. Not because I chose to but I was smashed to the point I just never got round to doing them lol. Until I was introduced to the supllier for the base I was smoking over an ounce of weed a week, after I’d met the suppplier an ounce would last weeks just because I never felt the need to do them, even though like I say I still wanted to do them.
At one point I had to see a psychiatrist and I was trying to get across how shit and fucked up my life was that I told her I don’t drink, I don’t smoke and I’ve barely smoked any weed for however long it was and she well requiem well done, that’s a good thing. I was like what, no it’s not, I still really wanna do all them things, the fact I can’t is making my life even worse.
Thinking about it now I was far closer to death on the phet than I would have been if I was drinking and smoking weed and tobacco. I was a fucking skeleton at that time.
