Agree with above couple of posts, if you want to, you will. I just said to myself enough is enough. Money wasn’t the issue for me, depression was. Once I had dealt with the real issue that got me in the mess, then I was able to deal with the coke issue next. I took it to escape from a situation, which I did. I also enjoyed it, but it wasn’t the main reason. I didn’t get help, but should of, for both issues. I got some new hobbies, a new girlfriend and kept away from certain people. It wasn’t easy changing nearly everything in my life, but is worth it. It takes time and effort and a lot of strength. There are links as well. I found if I had over 4 or 5 beers I got the craving really bad, so I would only have a couple. You have to suss what triggers your thought process that makes you weak. I am a lot stronger now on lots of counts. Good luck, but don’t expect things to happen over night, be realistic and set goals.
