It’s been confirmed today i am an alcoholic. 33 years old and told i can never drink again, i feel like i’m grieving for my best and only true friend. But i hate myself for letting it get to this, i grew up with an alcoholic parent, and hated them for what they did then and are still doing now. SO WHY the hell have i done the same thing? i’m confused and scared, do i ignore everyone and carry on the way i have been, drinking 2/3 bottles of wine a night, hiding everything from my husband, kids and job. Or do i stop. i can’t breath and i feel so alone. H E L P !
