shaikar wrote:
Before i tried E, i thought alcohol was gods gift. I loved gettin drunk coz id carelessly dance.. find random things funny and wont be so self conseious… plus id be happy. But ever since id tried E i cannot stand gettin drunk. If i get drunk i get so depressed and angry, plus im so self consious, stuck in the mirror constantly unhappy with how i look. Not to forget i just fall asleep. I dont really understand why its made alcohol so depressin. My other friends who do E still have the same effects with Alcohol as they used to but i really dont. Plus ive heard that one draw back from E is that you can get attacks of depression or get moody when your not on them? but im the total opposite. I used to be a quite morbid bastered before i done E, but ever since, even when im not on it im so happy all the time, ive got so much confidence and making friends is so easy. To me E’s been the best ultimate long term prozac for me. Just wonderin if anyone out there feels the same? as everyone i know gets depressed and has mood swings now since they’ve been on it
I can see what you mean, i started drinking more & more often this summer, but its changed since i started smoking draw a lot more often, after exams. I think its because ive compared alcohol with the drugs ive taken, drinking makes me more aggressive and lairy, but with draw & E im more calm and feel i can happily talk to people without feeling well self conscious. ive also noticed that after being on E i can see more positive sides to people, which makes me feel happier around everyone…. :love:
