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May 8, 2014 at 3:39 am

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squeax17

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I am at 327 days clean and sober today…but I’m still feeling like I can still do mdma or that I would if I had some…I think also it may be a good way to blow off my steam and anxiety of doing drugs and alcohol my whole life pretty much and now absolutely nothing. ..
May 8, 2014 at 3:30 pm

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The Psyentist

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Congrats man. Can I ask what inspired you to go clean? Had you developed addictions?

I wouldn’t recommend getting back into anything you were previously addicted to, all too easy to slip back into old ways.
May 8, 2014 at 3:36 pm

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squeax17

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Well I started cleaning up in 06′ and it has been hard and finally in 2013 I got busted and had to get enrolled into a drug court program to get the charges droped and that has helped me alot
May 8, 2014 at 3:41 pm

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The Psyentist

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Well least you got the incentive/opportunity to stop before it did ruin your life either by landing you in jail or by seriously effecting your health
May 8, 2014 at 3:58 pm

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squeax17

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Yes so I’m taking it to be a positive it’s too much of a risk to party anymore for me and the thought that run through my mind are just my addictions tempting me
May 8, 2014 at 4:08 pm

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The Psyentist

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@squeax17 560607 wrote:

Yes so I’m taking it to be a positive it’s too much of a risk to party anymore for me and the thought that run through my mind are just my addictions tempting me

Well nothing wrong with a blow-out every now and then, everyone needs a vice. Just avoid anything that’s got you in trouble before. Have you been totally clean, as in no tobacco and alcohol too?
May 8, 2014 at 7:40 pm

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squeax17

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Clean from alcohol to but I smoke cigarettes… I’m figured if anything led me back to dug use it would be alcohol so I’m staying away from it also at least until I graduate from my program….I’m not against recreational drug use I just have to work an honest program or they could put me in rehab for six months on top of the 18 month program…I have until may of 2015 to go..so I count the 5 months I had to sit in jail as my rehab and the counciling and a.a. and n.a. I have to do as just maintenance for my sobriety…I don’t have cravings for anything ..I just fantasize of the good olé days I guess if that makes since I haven’t had mdma in 7 or 8 years I do not even know why it comes into my mind I know that the chance of me even getting ahold of the real deal at my age and location aren’t even possible
May 8, 2014 at 8:35 pm

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Chrispydelic

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Stay away from alcohol man. It’s the worst!
May 8, 2014 at 8:54 pm

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squeax17

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I tend to agree as it is my favorite it is cheap and easily accessible and can lead to poor decisions.
May 8, 2014 at 9:15 pm

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Digital Buddha

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@squeax17 560629 wrote:

I tend to agree as it is my favorite it is cheap and easily accessible and can lead to poor decisions.

alcohol is fucking pernicious, i feel like it is at the root of virtually everyone’s addiction issues.
May 8, 2014 at 9:20 pm

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The Psyentist

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@Digital Buddha 560634 wrote:

alcohol is fucking pernicious, i feel like it is at the root of virtually everyone’s addiction issues.

Totally agree. Bullshit how cannabis is blamed as the gateway drug when clearly it is alcohol.
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