i know my music, porn changes very often, although there are my typical favourites which i occasionally go back to, but i cant deny i get kind of bored of porn. i like “hanging out” with friends, i like driving mopeds, previously i liked getting stoned on a regular basis which i’ve stopped. i have gcse’s coming up, i take 9, geo, history, triple science english and literature, french and i can’t believe i’ve forgotten a gcse i take,,
oh wow i cannot even remember thats terrible. anyway i got an a in french and english mocks, MATHS! THATS IT MATHS,i take maths i enjoy maths actually, i often talk to my friends from all around, i’ve developed a strange network of friends, where there’s lots of different groups and im only particularly close with 2 or 3 from each group, my good friends are xavier, luke, stephen, ollie, jamie and charlie atm, other than xavier particularly normal names.. bit suspicious?
I’m being charged for the attempted theft of a moped, which is continuing, im not actualy guilty. i attend a school in wimbledon, i live in putney, with my mum, my sister, grace. I have afather currently living in singapore who is called stephen, he’s here these last three days with me in england. sunday morning we leave for a lovely trip together just the two of us to france. I don’t have a girlfriend, currently, my ex and i broke up on valentines 😀 although there’s a very hot spainish girl im trying to move to atm, she seems to like me, i still like my ex :/ she’s called ana, and my ex mimi. My dad in singapore has a “wife” basically, actually just girlfriend, they have a child together whiich is thirteen months old surprisingly considering he’s 53 and shes err 45+? The half sister is called sidney im very fond of her, im currently wearing a necklace i bought for her on my arm which i will give to her when i next see her, allthough this sounds very cliche/fictional Sidney is the name of where my dad, and su li, my “step mom” had there “test tube babe” which is why she’s called sidney 😀
She is chinese and extremely spoilt which appears to be the chinese way of bringing up kids, she is very funny and its funny to watch her buzz around a room cause she’s quite top heavy. she’s so chubby on her head and chest that she looks like a little budha, always always smiling,
I have problems with dissociation, minor ocd and bi polar tendencies, and i love to tell myself i have schizophroenia which i clearly don’t as its more obvious to other people than to the “infected”. i am adament i have it due to the fact 3 people in my imediate family have schizophroenia, 2 suicids, i smoked weed on a regular basis 6 months ago for two years. My pyscho therapist, Gael who i tell everything to understands me and she is surprisingly helpful with my non existing problems. I have confidence in telling her many things, and can act completely natural infront of her, even though there is no natural since this is why i have these several group of friends. Because for example xavier is a “criminal” we got arrested together and he and all his thuggy friends do stupid things i like to pretend and act like one of them when im with them then luke i act like a complete stoner and ollie a posh boy from kings i act posh and intelligent, and so on. I dont have much more to say off the top of my head, and it actually felt very good to put something up on the interenet for everyone else to see.
THANKSm minghead for the situation, i hope to gain your trust by after my gcse’s 🙂 although that last sentence may have taken away the whole point of typing this whole thing out to prove to you who i am. and if there are any questions, or trolls or anything i don’t mind
if you wish me to delete this post or move it i don’t mind
but thanks
i’m sam
