We admitted me were powerless over Alcohol, that our lives had become unmanageable. Gotta admit that Alcohol is your master, it controls you, and it makes you emotions and lifestyle unmanageable. Though normally for Alcoholics you have to be sick and tired of being sick and tired and genuinely want to impose change.
Alcoholism is characterised by Obsessional thoughts, cravings and negative beliefs about life and everything in general. The most popular programme of recovery one of the steps is about identifying everything that angers you in life, looking how it affects you, seeing your part in it and letting it go after sharing it with a trusted person. It has to be a fearless thorough inventory of all your anger, fears and harms. It can be very enlightening and unburdening. But first and foremost abstinence must be seeked, and I hope you can find the desire for abstinence before you damage yourself beyond repair, most Alcoholics who’ve ripped the ass out of it get severe anxiety problems develop and insides absolutely pickled. I’m sure you know the damage, just try and find strength from something, I’d suggest professional help from EX-Addicts who know exactly where you’ve been.
Love ya gaza
