There is no such site! You have to sign; that is the whole nervous thing about even ordering this shit. The only thing suggested is that swiy makes sure that the deliverer of your package seems to be one of swiy’s normal carrier. If not, wouldn’t even accept the package; better to lose your fuckin money. If there seems to be any problem, like it is taking to long, then fuck it, don’t accept the damn thing. Also, swiy could find out a person who will let swiy order to his or her address and then give that person a little for signing; never involving that person again in future orders, if that ever comes about.
But… just some advise… don’t even order the shit. Swim has used it, and once you use it, especially if you got emotional issues and stuff, it is heavily mentally addictive and will leave you extremely depressed when you decide to stop using. Also, there are times when you will have to take more, for tolerance issues; for instance, one time in a day, after a month of using, swim may take 3 grams and get a good one going, but then, in the same day, need at least 5; then it acts like a fuckin depressant. Also, the shit will make you choke on your own spit after a while and stop breathing while sleeping at times; after you drift off. Then you get fuckin tripped out, when you realized that all you saw a second ago was just black. You try to figure out where the fuck you are, and your memory takes you back to another time before you remember you are in your own fuckin room and that it isn’t the other day, when you were sleeping up stairs and had a similar incodent of passing out on the shit… you can’t figure out for a moment if it is yesterday, or fuckin today… and also, if you like knowing what being dead is like in this instance, then use the shit, cause it is the first time swim realized that death might just be the absence of anything at all, including thought (whereas swim has always believed in an afterlife). You realize this when you feel like you almost just drifted from sleep over to death by just forgetting to breath and having no recollection of your thoughts, passing out, your dreams in the last hour or so (no concept of time), or what the fuck you are doing there. It is chilling to realize that a deep pass out from ghb is the closest thing for a moment that you can relate to actually not existing. It is almost like God gave you a second chance to breath and live when you wake up from one of these episodes.
Yes, GHB is helpful for emotional disorders and other problems, and is a great feeling, especially when first taking it, but when you have taken for a while the feeling turns from euphoria, to the tail end of the high talking to people about just wanting to fuckin die cause your life is too fucked up; you end up worse off. Not a good fucking drug and very hard to stop; you’ll end up finding sources for 1, 4 butanediol, cause it is easier to get than gbl and ghb, but the effects and depression and tolerance is even worse from that shit. Trust me; don’t keep ordering the shit, cause you will be sorry. Unless this shit is regulated by a doctor, it easily gets out of hand, and regardless of what people say about GHB, from swim’s experience, he knows it can and will kill him if the situation gives way to it. It is dangerous shit; swim advocated it cause of its helpfulness to him, but now he doesn’t know if he does anymore, and this is only from a short time.
LEAVE THIS SHIT ALONE! IT IS WORSE OF AN ADDICTION, MONEY WASTE, AND FUCKIN AS DEADLY AS HEROIN, SERIOUSLY (YOUR LITER OF GBL WILL BEGIN TO NOT EVEN LAST 2 WEEKS AFTER A WHILE, ESPECIALLY TURNING TO GHB. People will tell you on here that it is so healthy, produces growth hormone, which swim can testify it does. However, swim will add that if swiy tries to lose weight and workout and use this shit, it will make you fat actually, cause you will eat anything and everything.
You will go from feeling good without ghb, to feeling like a million bucks with it in the first 2 weeks, to feeling like you are on the verge of dying cause your health is so bad; you feel weak all over. But you cannot stop using cause you want the initial effects of the drug, which come here and there, but follow again with all the bad shit almost immediately. Not a good workout supplement. Take trans-d tropin instead if you want hgh increase; fuck ghb; it also increases prolactin which is not beneficial, and the sleep from ghb is good at first, but eventually will leave you in a state (although you pass out easy every time) of walking insomnia.
Plus, the shit makes you not care about life; you will think it is sweet and you will feel emotional and kind at first, but the high will eventually make you spend your money without caution, order more without respect or caution of getting caught; be conspicuous about being high, and will make you emotionally cold and uncaring. Swim finds, along with other people who have used it a lot (swim knows them personally), that he enjoys doing fucked up shit like throwing garbage out the window of the car; saying loudly, asinine and perverted shit about women, not caring about them hearing. He also got his first “D” in class, when he is an “A” and “B” student consistently, in the first 3 weeks of using the shit; you just don’t care. It makes people lousy fuckin citizens, and mean; it also makes you not handle emotional anger well, when you are on the come down. Swim beat the hell out of the stuff around his room, yelling at the top of his lungs, in an emotional rage, cause his family wouldn’t give some money. He nearly broke his hand, cause he hit the koa panelling wall so hard that his hand went through it… he also broke his Keyboard (piano) in pieces when he thrashed it over the piano stool. He finds he cannot control his rage and is uniquely full of angry energy when he gets pissed off, and is easily aroused to wanting to fight, even guys that could fuckin break him in half if he was sober and realized it.
This shit is crazy. Get a prescription, and let your doctor regulate it if you want to try it and use it; swim believes it can be used effectively to help come out of extreme self-consciousness and shyness. But it is a fucked up drug; you find yourself in some state of drunken dizziness multiple times a day after a while, and not knowing where your life went for the time you were on it. It will not help you. It is not a good workout supplement, and actually make you weaker, not stronger, although at first you feel a lot of energy and increased strength, but it just doesn’t last.
Don’t order fuckin GBL at all! There is a reason this shit is illegal.
