Party Vibe

@tastyjj23 529006 wrote:

i am a huge vagina when it comes to most shit. my parents cooked Plus i have an addictive personality which scares the shit out of me.. HAHA I havent heard of it before so i guess not. I know most of the shit people do because of people i buy from … (dont know how far i can take that on this site) meth is a huge thing here right now… everyone is cooking everyone is doing it…. 12 to 18 year olds are dying all the time and more and more people are locked up right now…. compared to a few years ago

I have a pretty addictive personality myself plus I’m unstable (suspected bi-poplar disorder but my last psych appointment said I didn’t tick enough of the criteria, so I’m still just suffering with some mystery mood disorder and borderline personality disorder), doesn’t stop me from enjoying a good sesh though. Plus all that shit started at least 3 years before my first joint so drugs aren’t to blame. Don’t know about your particular area but based on what American posters say there’s an increasing heroin problem too

@tastyjj23 529007 wrote:

My restless nights started before them.. but i know they dont help it at all… I take them probably 10 days out of the month maybe sometimes less sometimes more… I used to be really bad…. I am Six feet one inches tall… before i started.. i weighed about 225.. Which isnt to bad for how i am built but for a year strong i was doing it everyday… the day i decided to controll it instead of it controlling me… i weighed 130 pounds… and trust me i was fucking sick looking …. IT was so bad… so bad if you knew what i look like youd get it.. most people dont believe it when i tell them how high my tolerance level is… and that really tells you how bad i was.

I had similar with Benzodiazepines i.e. valium and Xanax. Never developed an addiction to them somehow despite my personality and their highly addictive properties but I would binge on them recreationally taking 200+ over a weekend. A few weeks ago I even took around 70x 2mg Xanax tablets in a single handful. Not sure why, was in a shitty mood and was self abuse I suppose but no intention for suicide. understandably my partner freaked and rang an ambulance. I sat and had a joint whilst waiting for the paramedic to arrive. When they did and found me fully conscious and coherent they were gobsmacked. To put it into perspective if you did that there’s a high probability you would fall into a coma. I barely felt drowsy. Not done them since though as that kind of put into perspective how much money I must have been wasting on them. Plus I knew they weren’t bunk cos others needed 1 or 2 and they’d be out for the count

@tastyjj23 529018 wrote:

Honestly That could be true… But alot of it now is peer pressure. for serious… it all goes hand in hand wiith them having sex with people who are 19 to 21 AS well. so when they are having sex with them The 20 year old is like here do some of this… and the kid is like ok lets do it … then they go to their other 12 year old friends and is like hey do this its awesome………. shit

That indeed is a very sorry state of affairs. I’m sure that happens in the UK but you have to live in the right area or fall in with that crowd. My way can be rough but it’s all violent crimes, the ones that turn to drugs are usually the ones like me that would rather keep their head in the clouds than get involved in the wannabe gangster lifestyle. Apart from coke, most of the chavvy scumbags love a bit of cocaine to fual their rage

@tastyjj23 529022 wrote:

See thats the way it used to be you know falling in with the wrong crowd. But now its more the exact opposite. like you have to fall in with the good crowd

Haha, I didn’t really have a good crowd to fall in with when I moved to where I am so I made myself the good crowd and chill with my kid brother and a few individuals like myself that have a bit more going for them than violent crime and daily pot smoking. I mean I smoke pot almost daily but I didn’t start all that shit til my brain had finished developing and I’d concluded my head was a bit fucked anyway for whatever reason.