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@DaftFader 533872 wrote:
You could get arrested for disturbing the peace or some other such loophole closing law. Or if you were really that fucked, even sectioned under the mental health act!
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I’ve still not run into speed yet.
I think heroins your ticket mate, inject 1g and you won’t care about your problems anymore because you’ll be dead
@DeezNuts 533947 wrote:
I’ve still not run into speed yet.
I think heroins your ticket mate, inject 1g and you won’t care about your problems anymore because you’ll be dead
don’t bother.
it’s less loved up than drone but you’ll be buzzing to fuck for 8 hours
@p0ly 534048 wrote:
don’t bother.
it’s less loved up than drone but you’ll be buzzing to fuck for 8 hours
Yeah it doesn’t sound like my thing tbh. The only thing i’d really bother with stim wise now is meph, and thats only because there is good shit about again and I think half the reason is I want to relive the good memories with my mates as theres bare that I don’t see anymore but we used to be proper close. It’s hard to move on though. If I could have easy access to acid etc. I wouldn’t bother.
Another drug I do want to try actually is brown, lol.
@DeezNuts 534076 wrote:
Yeah it doesn’t sound like my thing tbh. The only thing i’d really bother with stim wise now is meph, and thats only because there is good shit about again and I think half the reason is I want to relive the good memories with my mates as theres bare that I don’t see anymore but we used to be proper close. It’s hard to move on though.
You’ve got to ask yourself, were you really close or did the drugs simply provide a connection. If they don’t stick around when the drugs aren’t there then they’re not a real friend.
@The Psyentist 534116 wrote:
You’ve got to ask yourself, were you really close or did the drugs simply provide a connection. If they don’t stick around when the drugs aren’t there then they’re not a real friend.
Nah I knew them for years before hand and then we just slowly drifted and now I only speak to one out of 4 of them, but I only see him once every 2 months or something.
Having said that though, my ‘best friend’ has recently distanced himself from me since he made the decision to stop drugs. Don’t blame him though, or anyone else, as i’ve turned into a right wreckhead :/
My drifted away friends like to call me at 1am and i don’t bother answering the phone. if you wanna call me call me when you aren’t wasted at 1am tbh. if you need to be dosed up to call me it’s a bit lame.
@p0ly 534143 wrote:
My drifted away friends like to call me at 1am and i don’t bother answering the phone. if you wanna call me call me when you aren’t wasted at 1am tbh. if you need to be dosed up to call me it’s a bit lame.
Yup the only time they try make contact with me now is if they want me to hook them up with drugs or get on it or something.. I never do
@DeezNuts 534122 wrote:
Nah I knew them for years before hand and then we just slowly drifted and now I only speak to one out of 4 of them, but I only see him once every 2 months or something.
Having said that though, my ‘best friend’ has recently distanced himself from me since he made the decision to stop drugs. Don’t blame him though, or anyone else, as i’ve turned into a right wreckhead :/
That sounds similar to my scenario a few years back although I was being isolated because I didn’t start taking coke like the rest of my then friends did. Although when I enter one of my phases of being a wreck head I tend to accumulate more of these superficial friends. Which I don’t mind as I’m aware how hollow these friendships are before it happens, once I calm down again it can easily be months before I see them again and long as they respect my property, which they do, there’s rarely a problem. The issues rise when you think you can go get wasted with someone you don’t properly know and expect that love to still be there when the drugs wear off.
All sounds quite sad but I’m sure most people on the drug scene have experienced it in some form.
@The Psyentist 534207 wrote:
That sounds similar to my scenario a few years back although I was being isolated because I didn’t start taking coke like the rest of my then friends did. Although when I enter one of my phases of being a wreck head I tend to accumulate more of these superficial friends. Which I don’t mind as I’m aware how hollow these friendships are before it happens, once I calm down again it can easily be months before I see them again and long as they respect my property, which they do, there’s rarely a problem. The issues rise when you think you can go get wasted with someone you don’t properly know and expect that love to still be there when the drugs wear off.
Fuck coke. I was debating getting a g for my birthday as I haven’t done it in years and he’s apparently got some nice stuff which I can get for much cheaper then anyone else but meh. The buzz is just..
Yeah I know what you mean, I have many of these acquaintances, but no friends. If I want to go out and get completely munted with people I can, but do they give a fuck about me? No. Will I see them when not on drugs? No.
Oh that’s the worst.. happened to me a few times before. Meet a nice girl whilst on meph. Get chatting. Few hours later i’m on a comedown and shes still her usual drunkself. Wonders why i’m not being nice to her anymore.
Feelsbadman, funny as fuck though.
lol funny how everyones your friend when your holding, fair enough if your dealing, of course peeps will be round the score, but it’s easy to slip into the ‘just grab me some when you pick up’ thing, and before you know it your picking up for a dozen peeps, taking all the risk, barely covering you petrol & calls, then when you say ‘no not cant get none’ your somehow the badguy they think your holding out, or if you say ‘price has gone up’ they think your making on them. I fell into that trap with weed years ago, every fucking week, go pick up, home, chop, then either delivery of have peeps all calling in for it all night, liked the attention at first but soon got sick of it, all the hassling before and bitching afterwards, like fuck you if it’s not as good as last week, Im not a dealer, I was just doing you a fucking favor, for like the 50th time, you go pick up for a change.
@Mezz 534220 wrote:
lol funny how everyones your friend when your holding, fair enough if your dealing, of course peeps will be round the score, but it’s easy to slip into the ‘just grab me some when you pick up’ thing, and before you know it your picking up for a dozen peeps, taking all the risk, barely covering you petrol & calls, then when you say ‘no not cant get none’ your somehow the badguy they think your holding out, or if you say ‘price has gone up’ they think your making on them. I fell into that trap with weed years ago, every fucking week, go pick up, home, chop, then either delivery of have peeps all calling in for it all night, liked the attention at first but soon got sick of it, all the hassling before and bitching afterwards, like fuck you if it’s not as good as last week, Im not a dealer, I was just doing you a fucking favor, for like the 50th time, you go pick up for a change.
TBH I think this was the case with me. Never sold drugs or anything but used to always dish out to mates if I had any. Then I realised i’d never actually get any back and was basically paying for my mates to get fucked (which was okay for a while) but then thought fuck that, which made me end up going solo..
@DeezNuts 534224 wrote:
TBH I think this was the case with me. Never sold drugs or anything but used to always dish out to mates if I had any. Then I realised i’d never actually get any back and was basically paying for my mates to get fucked (which was okay for a while) but then thought fuck that, which made me end up going solo..
Well my mates paid, but I did notice from when peeps were short a few quid that when anyone owes you less than a fiver they dont think it counts as a debt, and you feel a right tit saying ‘you owe be £3 from last week’ so most of it just gets written off, and it dont sound like much but when a couple of peeps do it every week it adds up fast and you feel like they’re taking the piss. Seriously though the old say ‘dont mix business with pleasure’ is spot on.
I know what you mean about bums though, we had a few of them too, after clubbing people would come back to ours because we always had the decks out, tune going and tons of weed and usually speed too, and you notice the moment you get in, first thing most of us would do is skin up or start cutting lines, and the bums would sit there talking to you but there eyes would be flicking down at the drugs…………… but ah fuck it, Im in a bad mood and ranting, had it’s good points to, Im sure being the guy how could sort shit out got me laid enough times lol and it’s all in the past now.
@The Psyentist 534209 wrote:
All sounds quite sad but I’m sure most people on the drug scene have experienced it in some form.
Unfortunately that is about 90% of the UK drug / party / scene. I never could afford to get into coke, not just cost but risk of being caught, already been cautioned twice for posession of other drugs and at one point feds suspected (wrongly) I was a dealer (to the point CCTV ops were told to watch me, and even new rookie cops in my area knew my name) simply because I was helping out others and sharing what I did have…
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