This is to everyone who is sruggeling with this personal affliction.
There is FREEDOM from Herion and all other substances that we can become addicted to. I know as Ive been there, come out the other end and now live a life that I Once dreamed of.
This wont apply to everyone but for those lucky enough to be in any London Bourgh, City Roads is the quickest and only one of its kind where u can self refer, and u dont need funding to get in if your on benefits as most users are by the stage there ready to give up or have tried a few times.
Also the bes tthing i ever heard from The RAPT ( rehabilitation Assosiation Prisoners Trust )
” Nothing changes if nothing changes…..” Simple but o so true.
If your looking at prison try to get to a Drug free wing Speak to your carrot worker, and get into a Prison with a 12-step program.
NA meetings, AA meetings, CA meetings, we love in a clutlre and society that is ready to support us all in what ever we want to do in getting off drugs.
When u really and i mean really want to do it, u suffer the shit nights, no sleep, u suffer the skin crawling, u suffer the fact uve now got clean, but uve got no mates as there all still doing it, u go out u suffer the embarrasment and self consiousness cos uve been numb for years, u get through it u make new mates and soon u feel part of something new….
something u dreamed of at night when u were wasted….
uve become one of ” them ” the others, the so called boring ones….
ur not a junkie no more…. And it feels great….
RIP my old friend addiction addmitted myself November 11 2003, never forgot the date, never looked back.
Took me 4 attempts between August 1999 and October 2003.
But now my life is so different, i found somthing inside a creativity that was yearning along time to be expressed, i too come from an ideal background. And now i can feel that too and appreciate it in its fullness.
Creativity is everything and it gives me that spark i thought Herion gave me, but on a plane Herion only ever masquaraded as…..
Posotive vibes to everyone involved the ripple effect is immense but the healing ripple effect is just as big if not bigger, my family look ten years younger now !!!!
Peace and Calm to you all Hope u find the right time for your path…
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