In my opinion I think you should be glad you are on methadone and stable and not using heroin on top.
I did both for years and ended up with a worse habit than if I had taken methadone alone.
Now I have a great doctor, a great Hep C Nurse and an even better drug worker. They are empathetic and realise that if they impound there “you MUST drop down 5mg” this week crap” or we are putting you back on supervised consumption it doesn’t work. I like to take it at my pace and i’ve done better than someone telling me what I am restricted to.
Apologies, I digress.
Well done is the idea behind this and i’ve been there. In fact, you will find more people on here than at first. We seem to get “waves” of addicts or ex addicts.
Isn’t a grat feeling for YOU to accomplish everything? Sure, you asked your “God” if thats what you like to call it, and you succeeded. If that works for you then go for it. But I got clean myself and with the help of real people. Just like on this board. We are real and any one of us will help you.
Dont take the decrease in methadone too quick, make sure you are stable first and wait until you have had enough. Then slowly decrease. Thats what I’ve always done and it seems to work for me.
So you see aunttish – “You are not alone”
/me breaks out into a Michael Jackson song :laugh_at:
