Embrace the goddess within yourself. You are strong, powerful and beautiful. If you get rejected it is because it was not meant to be, because something better is out there waiting for you. If people are mean to you it’s because of jealousy. They are jealous of either your confidence, self knowledge or of all the people who love you.
Is this supposed to look like notepaper? Like a thick, bobbly effect? Or is it just the amt? Guess I’ll know tomorrow.
Dropped 35mg nearly 2 hours ago. 1 pellet. Had a nice relaxing bath, haven’t been sick….was expecting some dry retching at least, but guess I haven’t eaten in over 12 hours.
Feeling powerfully positive. In a good relaxing environment, alone. Definite pupil dilation.
Things gradually looking more…warped. It’s a fun, happy trip….I’m enjoying myself. The first time I have ever done psychedelics. Boyfriend (past) said I wasn’t strong enough….husband (present) says I’m not strong enough.
Maybe they’re afraid if I open the doors within my closed mind I may see, feel and experience more than they ever could.
That’s what makes them afraid.
It’s a shame it’s not sunny…I think the sun streaming through the windows would make for an even more blissful day…..trip….she was a daytripper.
When I look in the mirror opposite my bed i resemble a cat. Almost alien. Unmeasurable power, regal…like a sphinx. Definitely something Egyptian about my toes.
Coming up to the 3 hour mark now. Still having all the wonderful, positive thoughts about myself, my loved ones…I just know I am where I need to be in life right now and should stop fighting it.
Definite trails and movements….think they’re being sneaky, but they’re just my bable loves and I know the game they’re playing 🙂 I don’t mind.
3and a bit hours in now. As someone who was diagnosed with depression, AMT was initially manufactured as an anti depressant….only after did they discover its hallucinogenic properties. Or so we are lead to believe. If this episode awakens me to the true beauty of life and can cure my depression/suicidal tendencies then surely there is a market for controlled hallucinogens? If science can prove it, nature will find a way.
It is now 12:17. Still feeling much of the same….perhaps on my next exploration I shall double my dosage.
Received my etiz now, the kind ol buggers have given me 17 pills instead of the 15 I paid for. At 2mg each, muchas gracias señor 🙂
I’ll probably start my comedown at 4pm. I’ll have a yoghurt and 4 etiz.
In the meantime, I feel like music and exploration is the order of the day….
Wish I had some fizzy laces.
Time is now 3:30. Shall be starting comedown process gradually as of now…I have done some self exploration and discovered we are all just vessels moving towards the same goal. To be reborn until we get it right …. Then our final journey onto heaven. Heaven is where we reunite with all loved ones lost, human and animal. Happiness descends. To live out all eternity as one. In love and peace. Not shackled by these shells anymore …. Free souls as one. DMT. The spirit molecule, present within each one of us only freed upon our deaths.
Just popped 10mg of Etizolam…should assist with a nice gentle comedown.
Peace out friends…definitely will be experimenting with AMT again but definitely will be increasing the dosage to get the full effect. Love to you all.
