@photographthesun 238181 wrote:
Over the past 2 years iv been placed on 5 different medications, 3 of them either made me highly aggressive (something that is not me what so ever) or start halucinating (achall conversations with people who were not there so im told). The rest didnt do anything other than make me feel like i didnt know who i was anymore (other than induce slight shakeing which ahsnot left). I went to them for help after an over dose that left me with liver failure for several days (i did indeed turn bright ish yelloW). They havnt even botherd to give me a full diagnosis. They havnt botherd to give me any kind of therapy what so ever. Mental health can be nicely brushed under the carpet. Still at least i see someone every 4 months who can barely remember who i am who swaps over the last batch of horrible meds for the next. apparently they might give lithem a go next which should nicely rot my organs.
Oh iv sufferd from depression my whole life. And acording to all of the Doctors iv met i “probably will continue to do so”.
and iv no idea why im telling anyone this let alone a message board. fuck it
This forum aint like other boards mate. Im yet to meet an insensitive cunt on here. Johnny Quest comes close, but he doesn’t mean it 😉
There is a really good thread going on here (Click) .
Have a read through, even thought Its huge, there’s some really good personal accounts and good advice from people who have conquered depression and are much better for It. Myself Included In that. Sometimes I wonder If I will ever fully recover but I thank fuck for how far Ive come, and the immensely stronger person I am today. There are always bad days still, horrible days, but the good days are worth fighting for, trust me. Slowly the good days will outweigh the bad.
Dont give up pal!
Don’t feel like you’re feeling sorry for yourself if you want to spill your beans either. Its the main thought everyone has when they are depressed. They delude themselves Into think they are being weak and people will think less of them for opening up. Whereas really you ARE suffering from an Illness and people (especially on here) will understand and would love to help.
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