first molly experience at resolution 2013. still haven't slept, approaching day 2..

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January 2, 2013 at 12:26 pm

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nutterbutters

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Please bare with me as my mind feels a bit frayed due to sleep deprivation.

So I woke up normal like any other day 11am on new years day. Went to resolution to finally experience a rave. I’ve tried blue dolphines literally once back in 2006 which felt amazing. The best way to describe it was a body roll of tiny little wizard feet making me reach orgasm minus ejaculation (sorry if thats too much info.) Anyways never done Molly, friends assured me it sould be more purd and the same feeling minus the “e tardedphase” well I took overall 4-5 tabs ( spaced through out the night) the last two tabs came from my group but he found them at the rave. I asked if it was molly and and of course I barely madeout what he said due to how loud it was and being hard of hearing but I think he said it was red pizper (sp.) In retrospect it was a foolish decision and not to mention that little voice of rational logic was out the door… I was riding the wave…

well now fastforward to know jan 2nd as of 4:13am I have yet to sleep, my mind has been racing yet I have been able to hold conversation despite occasionally loosing my mouth words, even forgetting my best friends name drawing momentary blanks. Its a bit frustrating because my mind is wanting to sleep but my body wont let it. I took htp-5 and ceritonin. Smoked weed. My heart beat has been fairly high at rest. Though I have a strong mind so I know not to focus on such things. Any suggestions? Or ideas what the heck to expect? This is nutter butters, absolutely bonkers. Though no regrets had a amazing time, wish I was with. Better group with more even gender ratio for dancing, light shows, massages, and comfort cuddles. Though positive note I made loads of friends made a dancing fool of myself and enjoyed bringing in the new year. Oh also forgot my mouth/text filter for. Jabbering or being a pseudo plato is a heavy side effect I have experience
January 2, 2013 at 12:31 pm

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General Lighting

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“molly” is an Americanised term (though sometimes used here) which increasingly means not just MDMA but MDMA bulked out with cathinones and other stimulants. Hence why you haven’t slept yet.

it won’t harm or kill you but you might suffer some exhaustion and the “crash” can be quite harsh. Eventually you will get some sleep. if you are still on holiday from work or college that is a good thing as you will need recovery time, and I would suggest waiting a couple weeks or even more before taking this stuff again.
January 2, 2013 at 12:36 pm

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nutterbutters

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Thanks for the reinsurance, though I am not paranoid of dying just curious what to expect when one will eventually crash or whatnis average for someone with what I took (assuming the exact strain?) Would be up for. I just never felt like this in regards to being so wired. Though thankfully I am not grind clinch jaw, just legs wiggling to a non existent beat.

wish I found this site before hand, the othef thing I forgot to mention, I didnt get that wizard feet feeling that I did with extascy…. I am don’t normally do this, though I am open for trying events in the future. I surely have no intent for doing this any time soon… though I did get ths positive vibe and that feeling of my mind being elevated then just planning out. Hard to describe…
January 2, 2013 at 12:47 pm

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General Lighting

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you will most likely get some sleep tonight, but might feel tired/exhausted for a few days afterwards….
January 2, 2013 at 1:15 pm

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thelog

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first welcome to PV brother
January 2, 2013 at 2:29 pm

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nutterbutters

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Thank you, it might sound like a reach but this forum since being on it for a couple hours has helped humensouly bring a calm. Still trying to slay that anxiety dragon haha. When does the philosopher side affect wear off? Haha just being silly with a rhetorical question. Hope everyone brought in the new year propper filled with fun and wonder.
January 2, 2013 at 4:05 pm

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Deezl

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You must complete your quest to sleep in order to carry on the journey and slay the anxiety dragon. The wizards feet never existed, surely they were an illusion!

Also, he may have said piperazine or whatever rather then pizper.. or that’s what he may of meant. Hope you get some well needed/earned rest buddy, then you’ll stop talking in riddles and will eventually be normal, but it’ll take a while. What goes up must come down.
January 2, 2013 at 4:23 pm

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cheeseweasel

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@nutterbutters 514779 wrote:

a body roll of tiny little wizard feet making me reach orgasm minus ejaculation

Lol, what???
January 2, 2013 at 4:41 pm

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nutterbutters

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@cheeseweasel 514851 wrote:

Lol, what???

I was trying to describe the way it felt when I rolled back in 2006 freaknight. Probably could of left out the bodily fluid bit. All filters are current offline. Apologies haha. I hope this brings some humor. Still yet no sleep and resting heart rate is a bit high for laying in bed all night and it has been over 30 hours since consuming candy.
January 2, 2013 at 4:44 pm

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Deezl

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@nutterbutters 514854 wrote:

I was trying to describe the way it felt when I rolled back in 2006 freaknight. Probably could of left out the bodily fluid bit. All filters are current offline. Apologies haha. I hope this brings some humor. Still yet no sleep and resting heart rate is a bit high for laying in bed all night and it has been over 30 hours since consuming candy.

Just eat some good, healthy food & drink plenty of water. Maybe have a nice bath and just relax, eventually you’ll sleep. (Obviously don’t sleep in the bath.. shits dangerous)
January 2, 2013 at 5:00 pm

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nutterbutters

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Yargh… I am afraid once I finally go into reboot (sleep) I will awake realizing I must of terrorized Seattle for 2 straight nights then Brain farted here haha. Though my friend who has been a real pal and has been watching after me has assured me I maintained a pretty straight face and was being pretty funny… though I am not trusting any judgement till my feet touch the ground.
January 2, 2013 at 9:59 pm

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nutterbutters

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Okay so my other friends who were not there that have done molly in the pass are concern that I still cant sleep? Is therd a threshold when one should worry? Damn anxiety tried to punk me by making my heart race even faster and finally finding my mellow again slowly. Any idea as to extreme cases with people staying up for dayz.
January 2, 2013 at 11:16 pm

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korno

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just keep yourself busy dude, you will eventually crash out and fall asleep, theres no point in lying in bed prayong for sleep, get out of bed and do something, you said youre feeling quite phsically active rather than mentally so go clean something, or fix something or that. You will eventually hear your bed calling 🙂
January 3, 2013 at 3:25 am

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Levi_

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Alright bud, First time poster on the forum but wanted to shed some help, even though you may have crashed out by now and you’re reading this tomorrow morning. If you wake up with a bad stomach, have a day eating comfort food (AKA lots of carbohydrates to help bring your bodies energy levels back up) and drink lots of water and try and replenish yourself with antioxidants by drinking alot of lucozade and fruit juices, and if you can a smoothie, not a store bought one a home made one. You might feel abit shitty today seeing as you you where probably quite stressed yesterday, keep yourself busy but if you feel queezy take a rest and you’ll sleep and crash for hours!
Next time just prepare yourself!
Happy Ravin’ :love:
January 3, 2013 at 5:44 am

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nutterbutters

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Again have appreciated everyones response. I havdnt layed in bed the whole time just at certain points.. I forgot to drink water from the moment I stepped out of the rave after taking a lot then what I should have taken… I just drank water after realizing I hadnt in over 24 hours except for more alcohol. .. poor choices and failed friend who should of noticed the fact that I my mind is just cooked to be on it.
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