@Curiosity 516609 wrote:
i dont have a mental condition. I’m just always rally depressed and professional help isnt working
Ok now you’ve given us some relevant information on yourself that explains your attitude we can provide some more constructive answers. First off why have you opted for heroin? It may get a lot of media coverage so to those that have little personal knowledge and experience with drugs it may seem like the ultimate drug or evil
depending on whether your pro or anti drug but there’s is a mass plethora of drugs to explore, a lot of which you may not even know exist. I’ve never tried heroin but I’m guessing the first few times (before it’s an addiction) are amazing but after that it just becomes a necessity, like say going to the toilet, and it loses its ‘happy’ effect and merely relieves the tension of the craving. There are a few members on here though that ARE H addicts or recovering addicts so they can correct me if I’m wrong there and give more accurate info. As others have said if you feel drugs are your only means of escape try something less destructive and less addictive, i.e. MDMA. The ultimate happy drug and few will disagree with that.
If you don’t mind me asking what is your diagnosis? Depression, anxiety disorder, bi-polar etc.
And what treatments have you tried?
By the way depression is a mental disorder if it’s repeatedly an ongoing issue. I have bi-polar disorder and have been suffering with major depression on and off since 15. I’ve attempted suicide once and even nearly murdered my family before I sought professional help so I know how much depression can fuck you up. I have a lot of knowledge in this area due to personal experience and interest. Feel free to PM me if you want a more private convo :weee:
P.s. I’ve just browsed your profile and it says writing is one of your interests. Why not let that be an outlet? I find keeping a mood diary A- helps me understand my own problems and follow patterns of behaviour as well as a none harmful way of expressing myself and B- will aid any professional practitioners assisting you to also follow patterns of behaviour they may not see or you forget to tell them during a consultation.
