Were you snorting or Injecting out of Interest? Its alot to Inject, but my point would be more how horrible It would be to sniff that much!
I had a binge on It at one point. I had a load and was meant to be doing something with it, but ended with it up me nose every night.
Like you, I wondered what the fixation was with It. It wasn’t buzzy, and the psychedelic affects weren’t great, but still every night after work Id be banging 1/3 of a G up my nose each go, until my nose started to bleed.
Im not sure what the attraction was to It. I do think I have an addictive personality though. Maybe not so much now, but In my maddest drug years I would cane the fuck out of anything new I took until It wasn’t fun anymore.
I think alot of people like us ravers have this problem. Although there are allsorts of reason people take drugs, and some people have more than one reason. So they might want to fuck themselves up one year, but another year they’re at it just for fun. There is no specific reason for each person. I also think each drug can have Its own attraction depending on what you want from It. Such as people that smoke alot of weed, use it to relax. I know when I used to smoke it regular, I remember thinking I couldnt have any fun without it though. If I couldnt even get an teinth, I was bored as fuck. However after I stopped it for ages, I would have a month out of a few where Id just use it to help sleep, but even then I would feel like I couldnt get to sleep on the nights I didnt have It.
After being held by several drugs for different reasons, I make sure Im only caning it on decent weekends now, and I’ll just have a few beers If Im not up to much, or just a few lines of K if theres a big group of us. Nothing like K hole amounts though.
Anyway, there Is point to my rambling, Im saying there’s alot of reason why someone can be attracted to getting fucked on whatever. As you probably know anyway. Its just important to know the line. Easier said then done I know, and Im not talking about the harder shit here, I cant speak for how that works, I havent experienced it. Just learn to think weather whatever your going to do Is going to send you off for the whole night into a world where no one else is, or if its just going to be aiding in having fun. Basically like the old cliche, knowing when enough is enough. There’s nowt worse than someone fucking themselves up to the point of embarrassment on a night out.
You can have fun without needing 8g between you, just like i dont need weed to get me through the day. Hell, just like I dont need fags to get me through the day anymore. Its the same principle.
Hope ya know what Im on about mate, and good luck having fun on less 😉 You can save money too if thats a good incentive for you hehe.
