Hey guys I just had a horrible LSD trip and need all the help and advice I can get.I will type out my full story if you feel I am missing any important information please ask as I want the best advice possible.I’ll start with my first LSD trip ever, 2013 was the worst year of my life, The girl of my dreams wanted nothing to do with me, I hated my job, drifted apart from all my friends basically had nothing to look forward to.
I went to this music festival the first week of 2014 and made a new friend who sold lsd, he was trying to convince me to take it the first two days but I refused saying I was too scared and it wasn’t for me, on the 3rd day I decided to just say fuck it and try it and it was the best decision I ever made, I had an amazing life changing trip, not only did me and him become friends I made so many other friends at the festival and at point I knew 2014 was going to be my year.
I kept telling everyone back home that LSD was life changing and the greatest thing I’ve ever done. 2014 was an amazing year for me, made awesome new friends, got a car, started liking my job more, and improved relations with my family.
I took LSD 4 more times in 2014 3 were amazing trips as I took them with people from the festival, one of them was actually not so good, not a horrible trip but I took it with my high school friends and it was just a weird trip and I couldn’t sleep at all while my friends had no issues passing out.
That is my LSD history, now comes the part about the horrible trip, I was going back to the festival where it all started this past week, now I was going with all the new friends I had made and was super excited, The day before the festival at the pre party I meet a girl who says she has some amazing acid, she does say to be careful with it and only take one hit which I thought was weird because usually I can handle at least 2 but I told her I’m not taking it until the festival begins.
After a while I change my mind and decide to just do it at the pre party, so I take a hit, it had a picture of 3 faces on the sheet. The trip started out amazing I was seeing myself living everything I had ever dreamed off, I felt like I was celebrating my amazing year right before my eyes, then everyone started calling it a night early as the festival started tomorrow and I was still tripping so hard I wasn’t ready, luckily I had a place to stay.
When I got there everyone was getting ready for bed and thats when my horrible trip began, I started becoming depressed like I wasn’t allowed to enjoy life anymore, I felt like I wasn’t supposed to go this festival and that I shouldn’t have this group of friends who I love so much, I couldn’t sleep for a second no matter how hard I tried and just had nothing but negative thoughts.
The next day when the festival started I was so depressed, like I knew how excited and happy I was but my mind just couldn’t accept that fact, I took some MDMA which helped a little but I still had that uneasy feeling, on the 3rd day I wanted to try and trip again, I took one hit nothing happened, took two hits nothing happened, it took me 3 and a half hits to start tripping and I had the exact same trip again just not as strong, like someone was telling me I shouldn’t have this group of friends and shouldn’t be there at all.
The next day I was so depressed thinking what if I’m going to lose them forever and just like I knew 2014 was going to be an amazing year I’m scared I set myself up for an awful 2015. I know its silly to predict your year before it happens but I don’t know whats going on.
Can someone please help with some advice. How can I hang out with my friends who I love so much without thinking about the horrible trip and will I ever be able to take LSD again?
Thanks a lot guys I really appreciate it
