Party Vibe

@Izbeckistani 595449 wrote:

Acids a funny one, I’m not sure whether its a good or a bad thing.
My first few trips were beautiful and care free, then they started to get serious, and I would find myself analysing life, the universe and death.

Had a weird experience at a festival which started fun, and slowly as I began to loose control of reality, it became just really frustrating (akin to alice when she cant get out of wonderland) I asked myself what are drugs? what is this dimension? Are drugs the key to this dimension? Have I died? If I walk over here will I find heaven? This path is getting prettier, am I approaching heaven?
Before all these thoughts my mate (before I walked of and lost him) told me I just kept spontaneously grasping my head with my hands and saying ‘shut up! I need to focus!’

The trippiest experiences of my life (I kid you not) have been on NOS. I did a double balloon whilst on K and I was in front of this psytrance sound system. My head just SPLIT and and these lights where blurting out gibberish words to me. The strange thing was that I had this very strong sensation of recognising these words, and that I knew what they meant. As soon as I came out of that brief trip I forgot everything.

I also took a NOS hit whilst peaking of acid and my body shook up and I seemed to make this distinction between my inner self, peoples perception of me and my physical body.

Firstly with Acid it’s an annoying drug as it’s so potent it’s hard to ever dose consistently, it’s very unstable and even if you did have very well balanced blotters and a lot of them it’s so easy for them to weaken as any exposure to air, heat or light damages it. This makes you very often either go too high or too low and miss that inbetween dose one can find with other drugs.

As for speaking of NOS, it is a dissociative and I too remember the first time I combo’d Ketamine and NOS when I hadn’t ripped the absolute ass out of both drugs. I remember sniffing Ketamine in a friends flat with a lot of people and doing a double balloon. I totally left the room and was 100% dissociated from reality, in my trip I was in absolute heaven floating over in my mind the main stage of a music festival, utter calmness and bliss came over me as I floated with no body over this festival dissociated realm, suddenly as someone nudged me in reality I came back to the room with this frustrated feeling of leaving such a beautiful realm. I tried to re-create the experience a few times that night and couldn’t even get close. Due to excessive over-consumption of both Ketamine and Nitrous Oxide I believe my NMDA receptors have been damaged and my tolerance forever tainted and cursed with reduced positive effects and higher doses needed. Also I feel I may have ‘lost the magic’ with Ketamine, as all my K hole experiences turned into amnesia rather than some mega weird ego loss trip, I believe this is due to the dose I need to put in me due to tolerance is at anesthetic level, whereas when I didn’t have tolerance to the drug I could experience the ego loss k hole effect without the amount needed for anesthesia.

@Izbeckistani 595457 wrote:

You’re very lucky that you get very visual trips. I do see stuff in trips, but nothing mind blowing.
I get completely mind warped and strong senses of ‘strange realities’ – but sadly, I don’t often ‘see stuff’ (just colours, patterns ect)

I was lucky enough to find a guy at a pub squat in Peckham a few months back who gave me an endless supply of balloons! It went so well with the music, and now when I do balloons I get a strong sence of nostalgia over that party.

That’s another thing with disassociatves, they always give you that over whelming sense of nostalgia and deja-vu.

Indeed they do, that feeling became so addictive for me. I loved the crazed feeling of Deja-vu, oneness and utter insanity from K, but I’d chase it for weeks and the effects would get so grim on my body yet I could not stop until my supply runs out. Almost always I’d be so happy to finish my last gram of K as being dissociated for weeks in the end gets so tiring of being so tired and monged out. Damn that drug really took ahold of me.

As for visuals I’m surprised you haven’t ever got anything, something like high dose extract Salvia through a bong would definitely give you visuals or a breakthrough dose of DMT/Changa. Have you ever dosed high on LSD or mushies or other psy where you got super intense visuals, for example the effect on LSD where flat surfaces look like how a bowl of whatever looks when you swirl it round and round and even round the swirly wateriness you can see patterns and code all morphing and changing infinitely around the visuals with alien type language. Fucking hell high dose LSD trip visuals are mind blowing, I just find I always get major tension in my muscles which totally puts me at unease. I remember the bodyload makes me want to take clothes off cos my body feels so twisted and shit. That’s what sucks about Acid for me, along with the inability to even get a wink of sleep for a good day after a full on trip.