Ok a certain reply scared me a bit. If you’re still at E regulary for the past few years and you’ve never had a break that is so dangerous. All this shit about ‘E doesnt hurt you’ is total bullox and ‘Es less dangerous than drinking’ also isnt true. You NEED a break at somepoint or you’ll turn into a vegtable, i wouldnt think anyone would wanna be a vegtable? no matter how fucked up your life is vegtable state aint the answer.
I used to think E was less dangerous than drinking becuase of all these sites saying so but the fact is taking E damages your liver, just like alcoholo. E is dangerous, not as dangerous as say heroin or meth but it still has a high danger to it if your too frequent and you use it regulary. The days after taking it i get bad confusion, i forget everything, my short term memories really sketchy and im still really alreat and twitchy. Theres no running away from the fact E damages your brain, no matter how much you try to soften it up you will end up like a vegtable. Ive been taking it for 8 months, from 1-2 times every week. I take 4-5 a night and ive learn from bad experiances not to exceed 6 so early on. at first i was doing 6 for the first month but i saw noticeable risks to this. Expecially when my head twitches at the speed of light to everything what moves.
Im going to go on a break for a month and see how i go, i advise anyone else whos been going non stop for years as well. But if you really dont want to, still love getting so fucked your foaming at the mouth and sweating like your in nevada, go ahead and turn yourself into a vegtable. My friend reached that state anmd went further after 15 pills and hes been doimg them for longer than me. Just be careful and no when to stop, coz wat goes up must go down.
Me and my other friend experiance the same feeling when our puma pills start wearing off in the club. It feels like a heavy depression, accompanied with extreme anger at everything, the music pisses us off, the walls piss us off, our face pisses us off. Funny when you look back at how pissed off you can get over a wall but at the time it sems perfectly reasonable. We only get that effect on thoses pills, im guessing its something to do with these certain pills?
98% of my depressed time theres no reason for it, i am just depressed. but sometimes i know why, i wonder whats the point of dancing? wats the point of getting all excited about getting money just to spend it on clothes or other useless shit? no one actullty cares or notices, and if they do, well done someone wants to fuck you. And wats the point of that? just reproduce and pop out another useless life? – it goes on and on and on like that in an endless spiral, anyone got that before? i have spoken to ppl about it but their like, ‘lifes there to have fun :)’ but thats realy not enough when im in that state, nothing like that can make me think positively. I dont live in the monet at all and thats the problem, i live live 20 years in the future and its depressive. Im just wondering if this is a normal sorta thing after E. If it isnt im fuked anyway coz people never listen to you unless your gunna kill yourself, which i thinks terrible. No wonder why kids self harm and admite they wanna die, no one gives a shit untill its at that stage. But yeah… will this eventully go over my break do you think?
