I’m known on a few boards, fairly knowledgable on stuff. Oddly I made an account before but already had one from 2009
Started on the drugs about 18, drinkin’ – interested in why people take drug, cocaine, etc – had a good go, great time, fucked a bird in a cubical. Got into legals, no idea what they were or how they worked, so read loads for weeks and came accross mephedrone which was rare yellow stuff, had a banging rush so bought some every 2 weeks for me and mate clubbin. Got into GBL atfer finding a source as GHB sounded cool. That’s when addiction came. Tried Subutex, then Heroin, Diazapam………… list goes on massive……
drugs I aint done are some trips and nicotine and smokin weed.
Currently addicted to heroin but been clean 4 days on 16mg subutex. 20mg diazapam a day (gunna reduce) and stimulent one being ethylphenadate/ritaline or amph to focus
My heroin addiction was at its peak last year – I’ve blown £35 on opiates, being OxyContin and Heroin, Morphine and Methadone ORAL and AMPULE. Was doing £100/day of this crap – put on methadone 40mg but wasn’t enough was out my system the day aftre and I’d be rattling and haaving to drive the pharmacy till the Methadone kicked in then I was mid range. Would try and buy more or Heroin at night as a back load as I had to drive my family to and from hospital to see my dad (had cancer rip). I was very careful driving and my mum always said I was good. However under wd I was a danger on 2 occations:
#1 I was late for an appointment and was fucked off a script for 2 bloody weeks and a day came I couldn’t score anything but my friend 30mile away, my car was fucked and stuck in 3rd gear however I hit the road in my 106 at 50mph, near red lining – with my mate I shot just 1 bag to keep me sane for a drive back with the other 7 bags or whatever. I couldnt wait till the next day to get told by the locals it’ll be noon then tonight.
#2 I swapped from methadone to subs and boy o boy I hit pre-wds. in bed sweating and turning, I knew there was only one way to fix this so I drove with my head out the window sweating, slowly for 2 mins and waited for my guy *fuckin kid took ages* got rid of him, snorted 1 bag and laid back – the wd’s deadened and I safely drove back.
I don’t club sadly now a days might be due to my heroin use – I am trying to fix that while it’s summer. I’ve lost alot of weight 10st I am at. I used to cycle 8mi to town, get on the meph give me mate a g free as I got tonnes or ask for a pint. club all night then just cycle home, heh.
Right now, working on cleaning my room thats my mission – no needles about and all hooovered. When mum is back stripping the walls and decorating – once clean I will make a thread elsewhere maybe for advice on what to do.
Here is a room I like: (BTW mine is a bigger loft)
Small Spaces | How a Small Cluttered Loft Became an Oasis of Relaxation | Mocha
