Party Vibe

My daily habit is 1/4 of a gram a day or less. and yes this shit is very addicting and can run your life. The option of kicking is another idea that you have to go through. If your going to fuck with any hardcore substances don’t be a bitch and face your life. Your a fucking junky and and your body is dependent on the substance. Im in a country where Suboxone is not even talked about and opioid detox and treatment is barley even thought of. So i know myself.. .. .

my suboxone or methadone is codeine phosphate, when it comes to kicking of opiates. I have a very good detox guide for myself when i want to get of it. but as of now i don’t i feel fine i know i am an addict and i can live with it.

I really don’t need people to judge me at the moment, but what i wanted to post about the original poster here was like saying basically everything or anyone would say in denial that they don’t know much about opiates …

ok i read his post again and telling him look bro you just smoked some tar or H that made you feel like basketball dairies where the Decap takes the first hit and feels all good and shit… Of course your not going to get addicted unless you start to use opiates daily and i mean daily … . i started every 2 days to in 2004 with hydros to daily 1 week after because weed was my favorite drug but now with pills nobody can smell weed of you and you can conceal it well.. but just know whomever is out there opiates is a very intense and easy substance to abuse, use, and loose your directions and goals for the day time being … .

now let me tell you i am a fucking functional addict now after 2 years of recovery and finding out that i have to be at home using, measuring and financing my habit. Its like a double life its a much easier habit to control for me because when i was on stimulants i would be psychotic and try to fuck a tree branch confusing it for a girl and hallucinating that FBI was after me.. running around naked fucking whores.

As of now i just sit here on my computer write code / design sites, talk to friends and isolate with any other abusers of substances becuase its not good for me… the party is over but the vibe is still in me… H feels like Dubstep streaming through my veins and with my wife bro, I make her breakfest, cook dinner, do the dishes, fuck and suck her pussy, and have a good realtionship as long as i have my trust glass vial and straw with me. I just have to use the bathroom and *bing there I am again like star trek beaming me up to H yoda Force.. . . . troll troll are you jelly .. . . take a look what i have

to tinkle in my nizzil .. . .

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http://bit.ly/CR_h4_tar 🙂 brown brown ( most recent he just gave me the tar for free ) 🙂 🙂 😉

Im gonna nodd right now and see how people respond . . . .

P.S. Ketamine is a Dissociative where they are very little physical dependence as to close to 0% where unless you want to face the facts of reality, i think this OP is trying to say that ket or Special K is much worse because of the Droggy feeling it gives you when you come back to life from it.. Remember if you read all of my posts.. I used to MAIN LINE Ketamine … . and one time i found my ex girlfriend Growling like a lion and writing in her Dairy that she wanted to ended it all …. its just an excuse to numb yourself without hitting the CYP450 morphine receptors where its like when H is ejaculating in your brain.

whatever now i am ranting and i hope to find a friend here because i like to get listen to people and again i just noooooooooooooooddddddddddddddinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

imo people make smack out to be worse than it is (as a drug, not the whole social aspect of it) , no doubt it is highly addictive and can ruin lives but it’s not just the drug, theres a lot of other factors that influence addiction, eg if you smoke it every now and again and have to go out of your way a little to get it its not too bad and a lot easier to keep in control, but if youve got a smack dealer living down the street constantly trying to get you to come round and smoke it or constantly texting you its going to be a lot harder, tbh when i had about 100 oxynorms in my posession it was alot more tempting to do them all the time, i think its just because heroin is so common in a lot of places and alot of dealers are addicts trying to get other people addicted aswell so they can get money off them and continue with their habit, im lucky where i live you would get a good beating from paramilitaries if anybody heard about it and you would be an outcast

oxys are bang tidy. a little too nice me thinks

between this and your suicide tread,
You have clearly lost the run of yourself.
Step back and give all the stuff your on a rest until christmas,
And you’ll be able to back and smile at it, and say i had lost the run of myself there

the old celtic way is to stop on oct 31st,
Its supposed to be for respect to the dead,
But their just giving it a rest and saving some money these days

@p0ly 452467 wrote:

oct 31st… might be a plan.

and then they would kick off at midwinter to celebrate the arrival of the new year raaa