Party Vibe

@Honeybear 411969 wrote:

Argh! i can understand that if you take alot of something. Anxiety is a bitch mate! Theres been times when ive taken something and my heart has felt extremely heavy like there was a massive strain on it but never extreme feelings of dying lol! thankfully 🙂

yeh, I used to get quite bad ‘panic’ symptoms but used to do lots of naughties which prob exasserbated it, as was going through a lot of family shit etc at the time (14-19) which I think was the route cause. not a nice place to be

@Honeybear 411978 wrote:

You seem like a really level headed lady now, you are lovely! I’m guessing things are/have fallen into place now? Are you going to shambala again or any other festivals? if so we should all meet up again and camp close together this time! 😀

:love::love:

oh yes I will be as I think my course ends in july so by Aug I’ll be right up for a party!!! raaa

it’d be good to have some tents next to the van – as I didnt know you could last year otherwise I’d have suggested it – I can make everyone a morning …. errr… late afternoon cuppa :weee:

@Honeybear 411982 wrote:

haha. The morning is when the fun starts isnt it. that last day was a killer i slept the whole way back, the little present your other half gave us was a SAVIOUR for the journey home i tell you! much appreciated ; )

bless :love:

I had to drive the bus for fucking hours – was a tired tired bear!!!

@LysergicAcid 412162 wrote:

your a bus driver? how do u not fall asleep at the wheel

:laugh_at::laugh_at::laugh_at:

@LysergicAcid 412177 wrote:

or have driven one, bad word choice..

its a converted one

@LysergicAcid 412180 wrote:

ohh nice! pain to drive though and every one sits in the back getting high.

think if was just her and her chap if I recall. I would guess the back is more of a bedroom/kitchen. Dont think I actually saw it.

@JamZandwich 412239 wrote:

you can either try and fight it or allow yourself to go with it sort of thing?

I think this is the same with pretty much all situations / substances that cause us anxiety = panic / fight it or just go with it

the go with it bit is defo the best option –

I can talk from experience of trying to fight it for years and not getting a handle on it til i let go :love: