Party Vibe

On the subject of crime GL – I cannot even begin to think how much crime I commited, the misery I caused familly and friends.

It was like a comedown drug, but one that stopped me from being parranoid. No matter what drug I took, I got parra. I stopped doing all Uppers for something in the region of a few years and I still had to go through the parranoia. Heroin turned into a “Friend” very quickly for me. It took away the parranoia and it gave me peace of mind – not a care in the world. Dont get me wrong – Its nice to smoke, it was nice to have my first “fix” and when I had fuck loads of cash in my pocket from a days graft of selling drugs and buying I felt great. For a while anyways.

Whilst I will never condone drug taking, in fact I think more people should experience at least something, heroin is something which I can only say is wrong. You have some kind of social issue. Personal problem which cannot or has not been resolved in normal ways. Smack just “gets you” one day. It catches up with you like bills when you dont pay them off when you least expect it.

So if people want to use smack for the comedown from uppers, just realise that even though your only smoking on a Sunday coming down…you’ll start to crave or feel rough on the Monday in a few weeks. That spreads to Wednesday because all of a sudden you notice something has changed. Your eyes will start to water, you’ll start to get stomach ache and cramps, you’ll feel like you’ve got a cold – but smack take all that away!

I can only hope that if i’ve prevented someone else to stop, try and make up their own mind that heroin is not a good comedown drug I’ll be happy. Possible first thoughts for alternatives could be – take some valium instead – or just smoke more weed or something or just try sleeping it off or getting drunk all these are more social that Heroin.

I’m also on the boards or U75 – on there i’ve mingled with other Heroin addicts, current users and ex users – its like a club – you tend to hang arround with your own kind. Heroin is a totally different social level to the rave scene.

Ive yearned to go partying for ages, but Ive been tied down to my methodone for years and the temptation of having a comedown hit I find it quite risky. I’m begining to ask myself, “Is it time to grow up and do the normal thing that grown up people do?”

Anyone in need of advice I’d be happy to help or point you in the direction.

Easy

Elliot_e_babes
P>L>U><R

NOOOOOOO!!! my friend did heroin and the first time. the first time! a cop caught him doing it with some others and lets just say…. they are all grounded to the floor. consequences with come upon you and fuck you in the ass :weee:

Well, just an update to you all.

Ive been in Prospect park Hospital now for 4 days, clean from methodone and heroin for 7 days. The detox is shite and they didnt pump me with enought drugs to start with – a little / lot of complaining and that twas soon sorted out!!!

Im going to publish my diary on here – G.L I would like this to be on a sticky topic when Im out from re-hab and Ive writted up my notes – I would like to hope that someone else who is in need would look for where to go etc etc

Also my experience and pains in detox was / is not nice – so hopefully some good education about issues, where to get help, what is detox and how do they do it whats the experience is like etc etc. So yeah, when im out in 5 or so days time, I’ll write up my diary and put it on here!!

If thats kewl!

Elliot_e_babes :bigsmile:

just browsing the net whilst in,hopefully nearing the end of a pretty brutal , extreeemly masochistic heroin detox. after 6 years of blaming the ex boyfriend who got me to do gear.
it wasnt him , it was me . i thought he thought less of me cos he was more interested in the brown. i thought he was having fun and i wasnt. then instead of listening to my own heart i got involved too.
basically what i am saying is we are all curious and we all have periods of weakness where we think we are missing out on something good and cos we meet someone who is doing something like gear it is easy to do it too.
the fact that the person had gone on the net to ask if was ok to follow the other half down lifes sewer is great and means you know you shouldnt. Dump the rat. they do not deserve you. you can do nothing to change their life choice. but you can make your life a lot less painful.

im sure plenty of people have already told you not to bother but until you have actually seen sum1 having a withdrawl or what it does the their social life i wouldnt consider it. The smell of the crap is bad enough anyway to dissuade me from it :wtf:

E_babes,

We haven’t heard from you for a bit, how’s it going?

i know people who have smoked it and they say that it isnt even that good
it just makes you spew and feel like shit