i’ve tried heroine 10 times included sniffing and smoking never shot. one time i’ve risked to go to hospital or worse. i tell you ,that bastard of dealer who was in my crew had stolen to me lot of money , 200 euro in total telling me to find heroine and then said tomorrow ,tomorrow but never arrive it. so that day he gave appointment at 9 pm when i saw he didnt arrive for anger i started to drink 6 jack daniels whisky ,this mean that i was quite high also because i drank beer or wine usually and super alchol drink give me lucidity so i dont feel fear or limits. what happen is that this idiot of dealer arrived at 11pm when i was already drunk, he put out a line of white heroine of 15 centimetres, for 1 second i’ve thought that i had to sniff it all to demonstrate that i was strong not only at words but also with facts, then i realized that was too long and i sniffed the 60 percent of it. it was still big because summed up with whisky, maybe beer or maybe spliffs ,i started to feel me bad, my friend tried to make me stay up but i couldnt ,my head was spinning and keeks now have passed 11 years i dont remember all ,at the local disco a friend of my parents who worked there told me what’s wrong with you? do y feel sick? he refused to go at home with him, i could reach home my friend held me or i dont remember, the fact is i slept like a log and my parents couldnt even wake me up to go at school. my fear has been always what if i didnt wake up at all? what if i sniffed 15 cm of heroine?
