so ok i know its nothing compaired to quiting brown or anything else, but i thought it would help me in some strange way,
im 23 (24 this year) and ive been smoking a grand total of 11 years, i was never pushed into smoking its something that i did of my own free will, in the past ive tried everything, patches, gum, a drug called zyban etc etc, each and all of these never worked for me, ive tried doing it of my own free will and that has also never worked. mainly because i think i was young and never cared.
now im abit older, ive set myself a target, ive given myself a reason for not smoking, last year my nan died of lung cancer, and also i want to change myself for someone, (may not be a good reason but it works in my head)
So
Day1,
smoked my last ciggy on the way into work this morning, loved every last drag of it, especially knowing it was going to be my last, im now sitting here really needing one, by now ive usually just smoked my 5th of the day, my chest feels tight and everyone is grateing me up the wrong way, every conversation i have seems to turn into a smoking conversation, people in my office have been for ciggys and i can smell it, saying that i can still smell it on my fingers. god i hope it gets easier, cant beleive this is only day 1:crazy:
Shane
