@smokemary 983610 wrote:
they just pop u full off pills n dnt listen to what’s rong with u n try to help,,,
you’re lucky you don’t have care workers breathing down your neck every 6 seconds, the mental health system is a dark and precarious rabbit hole to climb down, if you hurt someone you better make sure they don’t inform the doctors, don’t act crazy, cover yourself in shit naked, have sex with animals, beat up your mother, put a pick axe through a bank machine or attempt suicide if you do go informally.
You have the right to leave if they take you ‘informally’ no matter how bat shit crazy you are I recall one time on maple ward when this black girl was sent in for slashing herself up, she spent 16 hours moaning about her boyfriend high as a kite in the lounge after 24 hours she legally signed herself out.
I was only in there because high on acid I thought money would shoot out of the bank machine if I axed it, I didn’t go informally I argued that it was a temporary lapse of cognition I wanted to get stoned that day and I thought if I presented myself to the invading doctors as mentally competent they’d let me get about my daily routine, 7 years later I had spent the majority of my 20s in insane asylums: I’ve seen it all, heard it all, been half raped, beaten black and blue and tried to escape to live on the streets but they hunt you down like a dog and it’s no use saying to the approaching police car I’m not mr.x I never heard of him “I’m Ian o’reily” they know all about you from the word go.
The conceited, back handed, patronising way you’re treated by NHS staff still makes my skin crawl, I’ve had to learn how to make a sandwich 2000 times over and after being kept awake all night by torches through a little window in the door, I actually kicked a female nurse in the cunt because she was making derogatory remarks after they’d injected me…
@smokemary 983609 wrote:
But quick question we’res the reports that’s weed makes u lose ur memory
yer if you’re truly mentally ill you’ll have allot you’ll need to forget.
