Party Vibe

It’s always YOUR choice. I think drugs are a double edged sword, if you abuse them, they’ll f*ck your life up, if you are careful and use them moderately, they can give you wonderful, spiritual, creative and sometimes life changing experiences (this is something the hard line anti drug crowd don’t seem to understand.

If you want to chat further or need a bit of support or advice, drop me a pm 🙂

Love and hugs xx

J

most ppl (regulars) on this forum are in or have been in some kind of addiction loop. the hardest part is that for all the effort of climbing out of a hole, when you get to the top there’s a big fun looking slide that can take you all the way down, and actually the bottom looks far and probably not as bad as you remembered… and then you get back to the bottom so quickly, with such efficiency, like it was meant to be. when you’re at the top it can be like turning down your lover who’s there, heart open ready to fully embrace your return…

if you slip, you really don’t have to slide. you still have your thoughts and can at any time make any decision.

its all a balancing act, and you and anyone else can do it. you just have to control your thoughts… and try not to look down, salivating…

time is a healer though… stick at it and the future could be bright… and unless someone is secretly cleaning up fukishima, it could be orange >.>

i know a guy of many, who once contributed about 2/3 of the posts on these forums, and probably consumed about 1/5 of the drugs in the country, and he’s been clean for 9 months now, and is apparently fine with it 🙂

Modern society is too stressful to live it fully sober and sane, although sanity is much overrated imo lol. Everyone needs an outlet, and many chose intoxication as their escape from ‘normality’. There’s nothing unusual or strange about wanting to get high from time to time, just as we’re generally taught smoking and drinking are okay. It all falls under the same label really of a release.

So if you want to have that release; go for it is what I say. Just be wise in what you take. You don’t sound like you do much research, if you did you probably wouldn’t have put that NRG stuff inside you. I went through the wreck-head stage and now I’m paying for it with the cognitive memory skills of a dead ferret, I’m only 26 too. I advise you educate yourself a bit more regarding what you’re taking before stepping back on the scene though.

I advise you not to take the hit