…..the main appeal has always been the lack of feeling shit the next day compared to pills…..in fact after doing K i always feel fucking starving, which i always took as a good sign, eating is good for you right? especially as when i took pills i wouldn’t eat for fuking ages……
also my mate had a bad trip and threw himself in front of a car (he was okay though, just broke a leg) and as i was also tripping at the time, i have never been able to touch acid or shrooms again, funny thing is my mate who got hit is back on them……
but also the thing a love about ket is how it keeps me going on a nice level for fucking hours….i mean i have a bit and that keeps me going for an hour or and so and then just keep topping up as requried…..been able to do this for ages, but with pills will take some and start buzzing, but after about 8 hours i don’y want to do anymore……
….the MOST amazing thing is that it seems to fit with perfectly with acid techno and gabba (my faves)…..you know like how weed and reggae go, or pop shit and booze or funky house and coke……the ‘buzz’ seems right for the type of weird fucked up music
but after reading this thread i am little worried…..can i just ask the people in this thread that have suffering from cystistas and stomach cramps how much were/are you doing? someone wrote they were doing 12.5 g every other day!!! but i guess this is on the more extreme end??
when your life begins to revolve around ketamine (its on your mind all the time etc) and you can sniff it on weekdays then the health problems will come on relatively quickly. no ones imune to them. the first one for me was a burning sensation when i was havin a piss, then i began to piss very regularely, i am yet to piss blood but have knocked k on the head for a while to avoid getting to this stage. fuck that. hoping time will work as a healer. ive been rather fortunate with stomach cramps and have only had to suffer 2 (this was after binging on it for 2 weeks taking no breaks), some of my friends have not been so fortunate and have even been to hospital because of the intense pain. not worth it.
tollerance is a huge issue with ketamine. the more you do the more you sniff simple as that. 12.5g may sound alot to someone who rarely touches the stuff but to a regular user its just enough to last them the weekend!
if you love ketamine as much as you say then you are prone to addiction, the health problems will come sooner or later mate.
Fuck all the psychical health problems you get from ketamine, nevermind the mental health problems.. there even worse than the psychical ones for some people, i barely even recognise some of my old mates these days because of k. sad but true:(
No worse than weed though I M O
yeah, everyday weed smoking turns people very strange
I think if u take drugs daily, theres a good chance edventually it will fuck u up.
But so can a woman.
day 3 of no ketamine.. its hard. have thought about ket many times throughout the day. its all about distracting yourself.. but when you have constant pain in your bladder its easy to remember why you have that pain and want a line to help ease the pain. but that would get you nowhere.. just more pain. have been reading up on Cystectomys. they dont sound very pleasant. the more reading i do the more scared i am which is good.
am gonna take each day as it comes.. hopefully some pain would have eased tomorrow
i really hope you kick the ket mate, not worth it if it’s proper fucking you up
take each individual day as a step towards healing yourself mate, when you wake up in the morning just tell yourself you wont do any k today, avoid fellow k users for a while if u can, it gets better, after about a week or so without it u will start feeling the benifits:weee:
keep detoxing (drinking alot of water and sweating it out etc). focus ur mind on doing that rather than putting more k back into ur system.
alcohol can be a good distraction:bounce_g:
doez anyone else experience nutty dreams ?
YES YES YES YES YEEESSS!! most definatly!! really weird and complicated dreams. they are quite realistic too.. i have really fragmented sleep and wake up every hour-2 hours (9 time out of 10 to go for a piss) but always remember my dreams. i normally go back into tem when i go back to sleep, thats if i dont stay up too long after ive woken up.
ive heard alot about this dreaming thing.. my theory is that ket blocks you thinking or something like that? then it all gets released when u sleep in massive amounts causing you to dream wildly. coz i only ever have mad dreams when im not on ket. had one last night infact, all related to different family stuff going on but all jumbled up into one. its weird. but i kinda like it….
this is the hardest part. my bofriend is a ket head and has been for about 5 years. were both trying to calm it down but its hard.. when one person doesnt want to do it the other does. grrr.
also my entire cirlce of friends are rather fond of k. i cant even walk down the street without someone bumping into me and asking if i can get any which just plays into my temptation. i was in the job center the other week (this has happened to me twice in the job center, ive also got over heard by one of the workers doing a drug deal on my phone and was threatend with my benefits being stopped.. i can be such a TWAT sometimes)!) and someone tapped me on the shoulder and said ‘hey dan! aint seen u for time. lost your number. any wonky about?’ I know i could of just given him a wrong number or said i dont do it any more but i didnt.. i played right into it. its a bitch.
yer i love my nutty dreams has to be said, sounds a bit mad i know, but its true.:crazy_diz:weee:
they always seem related to things ive done in the past..like il time travel back to my school days n shit, sometimes feels like im playing a part in movie of my own creation, mental !..bit weird. i had a good one last night but il spare you the details!
they never stop!
GRRR.
i gave into temptation tonight. my bladder felt alot better, so much i actually felt like i could walk properly and leave the house so i went round my mates house on the search for some weed. which was unsuccesful. no one wanted to sort me out with any ganj but there was someone selling grams of ket so i got one. just the one. sniffed it all and it was fuckin lovely. at the time.
feel abit gutted with myself now tho.. especially since the gram only lasted me literally an hour and this was about 10pm and its now half 4 in the morning and im still awake beating myself up about it. but im saying to myself it was just a gram, better than normal. i could of gone out and got a quatre and went on a proper bender and got myself into more debt and step backwards with the whole bladder situation. so yea, i think its alright.
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