Good vibes, nothing but, log.
Only advice I can give is try and score some acid. It’s been known to have anti-addictive properties. At the very least it’s good for a paradigm change.
Get a good friend to sit with you on an acid-therapy session, someone you trust to talk you through it or just listen. I’ve never personally used acid to quit more than cigs, and I’ve never been motivated to quit for long anyway. But Sandoz has some reports of H addicts making a complete turn-around through acid-therapy sessions.
I dunno, I’m romantic about Lucy, and it’s the only advice I have besides Billy Burroughs’ thoughts on the matter:
@William S. Burroughs A Letter from a Master Addict To Dangerous Drugs wrote:
Apomorphine.–Apomorphine is certainly the best method of treating withdrawal that I have experienced. It does not completely eliminate the withdrawal symptoms, but reduces them to an endurable level. The acute symptoms such as stomach and leg cramps, convulsive or manic states are completely controlled. In fact apomorphine treatment involves less discomfort than a reduction cure. Recovery is more rapid and more complete. I feel that I was never completely cured of the craving for morphine until I took apomorphine treatment. Perhaps the “psychological” craving for morphine that persists after a cure is not psychological at all, but metabolic. More potent variations of the apomorphine formula might prove qualitatively more effective in treating all forms of addiction.
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Cannabis indica (marijuana).–In late or light withdrawal relieves depression and increases the appetite, in acute withdrawal an unmitigated disaster. (I once smoked marijuana during early withdrawal with nightmarish results.) Cannabis is a sensitizer. If you feel bad already it will make you feel worse. Contraindicated.[/quote]
He also mentions yage (Aya) in conjunction with withdrawals. It’s a slight anesthetic, and will detach you from just about anything if taken in high enough doses, as well as provide a punch to the intestinal tract upon digestion. But I can’t imagine taking it for withdrawals myself… Maybe you can give it a go, Log 😛
I really hope this helps, or at least provides some interesting reading materials. But no matter what, good vibes and prayers coming your way.
