So, I got the idea to see what was up here after years away. I used to a moderator here back in ‘tday and just wanted to see if any of the old heads were still knocking about. Would be reallynice to catch up with some of the old gang.
So where have I been. That is a long, long story, but here goes.
So one of my last posts (was on my Gazatryptamine account I think) was about me being homeless – of which lasted 7 years or even longer, I honestly don’t know as time was an abstract concept – I had a full scale, full fat psychotic break down and tried to kill myself and spent 2 years in the mental health system after a year on the streets not sleeping and that, I fell out of the system after being discharged and went back to being homeless pretty much as soon as I got out as my local council refused to acknowledge my exsistance. I spent a few years walking around the country – furthest I got was South Shields and Zeal Moncorum (antithisis of each other).
After about 3 years I made my way back to my home town after finding out my parents had posted a missing persons report and assumed I was dead or not in the uk at all, they were very pleased to see me, I myself couldn’t sat the same at the time as I’d grown so used to being alone and fending for myself – I’d basiclly spent a long time living as wild man.
I’ve been back living with my family for about 2 years now, and things are really good. I now live in Wales and spend my time teaching kids to skateboard for bit of pocket scratch. I still have mental health issues and the physical problems from being homeless for so long and being so alone. But I am getting better, slowly but surely.
The individual that caused my life to come to resounding crash, I found out from a friend, had actually died of an overdose. Some here, if they still use this forum will know who. I have mixed feelings about it frankly. On the one hand I’m happy karma came and put it’s boot on his neck, but at the same time I’m super sad as X was my best mate for a very long time, so closure on the entire matter is missing. But I have spoken to their family and I was assured they where aware of the situation and the results it caused.
But yeah, things happen and things change, people grow and people go away.
Thats my piece.
Big up the PV OG’s if your still here xxx
NN~Gazatryptamine
