This whole event happened to me just yesterday. It was a very serious part of my life, any feedback would be very well appreciated. For this is the reason I’m done doing drugs.
Throughout the past 7 months I have been an avid user of psychedelic amphetamines (MDMA, Methylone, Meph, 4-mec, 4-fa.. you get the idea) and have only one time had anything that would be considered a panic attack, which was when i ate 5 beans. Anyway my friend and I decided to throw down on some MDAI together. I allowed for cat (my friends name) to do the research on what website would be the most ideal and reliable. Cat’s opinion (lack of research) cat found ******* (No Drug Selling Website Names Please) to be the best choice. So we decided to get a gram. Package arrived in 6 business days. Inside of the package was a t-shirt, then inside that an envelope with a aluminum sealed baggie labeled MDAI 5G. At first we were quite ecstatic considering they had mailed us 5 times what they had originally intended. (a few hours pass). A couple buddies of mine go over to cat’s house to try out this shit. Everyone begins busting out lines left and right 2 tenths . The burn from this is quite horrific, only thing I could relate the burn to would be 4-fa. (this is when it gets awesome). Slowly I start to feel myself becoming very euphoric, waves of tingles, and tons of energy. Hours pass, everyone is more social, ping pong is awesome, i love music, I am god, anyway. I chop out another line about 2 1/2 tenths. Now then I began to notice fairly strong visuals off lights (1 hit of some good lucy) , more-so than even pure mdma, plus the stimulation effect was starting to get very intense. (This is when everything goes bad) Okay, at this point i am on my way home and i know for a fact this was indeed NOT MDAI!!!!!!!!!!!! I arrive home at around 10:pm, i am still very amped up with no comedown whatsoever (first two lines were around 7:30-8:30 and did a few small ones in between, so total would be around 7 tenths). I know that is a ridiculous amount, however I always do ridiculous amounts of whatever I do, two days before this I had done 7 tenths of mdma rocks. It takes quite a bit for a drug to overwhelm me, and usually i can convince myself that it is my anxiety causing drugs to overwhelm me. Anyway.. I make my way into my bedroom, grab my i-pod and headphones and WAM!.. I started to feel a very irregular beat in my chest. So i checked my pulse and it came up at 100 BPM, for me this was the average my heart would be beating on a typical amphetamine. So i forget about it and go back to my music when i feel a very weird pounded sensation in my chest and also my neck. I go to check my pulse again and it read 100 BPM. This began to puzzle me greatly, i was not sure if it was me just being fucked up, or if my heart was actually having irregular beats. I start to notice my left arm being pressed up against the side of my body my heart is on. Slowly this begins to worsen. I get a good grip on what i think is going on. I was getting waves of heart palpitations (with these came very very difficult breathing) , and these were unlike any heart palpitation’s i have ever experienced in my life. A wave would last about 8 seconds in which my heart would beat so fast that i couldn’t even tell you how many beats it was. It seemed about 3 beats per second, maybe more. Chest pain is worsening and i start to think i am going to die . I begin a frantic search on the internet to what i could of possibly done, and if it were anxiety or the drug causing this to happen. Either way over an hour and a half had passed.. This is when i decided that i was having a heart attack, all of the symptoms matched. I spent much time contemplating on whether to go the hospital or not, but then it just got to the point where i had to go wake up my Mom. Reluctantly she woke up quickly and drove me to the hospital, but the bad thing was she was fucking screaming for a majority of the way. It took her some time to realize that her talking made everything worse. I finally arrive to the hospital and get put into a room with nurses, they perform EKG, blood work, etc. When the EKG came back, it showed i was having a heart attack. Luckily they were able to give me a IV with some sort of anti-anxiety to slow me down. About after 2 hours in the bed i start to TRIP, not like a typical psychedelic amphetamines, walls were waving, things were morphing, I was seeing colors appearing. This tripping part lasted about 2 hours, then all chaos ended when i was allowed to go home at 5:30AM.
I know this is really just a big block of writing and i would bet one smart ass will write tldr, however to me this is a serious fucking problem. Every effect that i got from this drug, was not anything that i had read on the internet, not even close. If anyone ordered MDAI from *******(No Drug Selling Website Names Please) PLEASE REPLY IN THIS POST! I want some feedback about this, curious if this has happened to anyone. Also might I add everyone else i was with that night is on the same page as me.
